right or wrong

as time struck 1am++

i settled all my assignment..

actually, i very upset,

very lazy to continue it

responsibility perhaps?

or I'm afraid of losing

they did not gave any support..

just pressure for me to finished it..

during all the process..

it is really tiring

there are time i really felt like giving up

maybe assignment is part of the reason for my weird behavior

i hate responsibility..

sometimes, i do hope i can be the sleeping one..

i can just push all the job to others and wait you finished..

what for i need to be so 'good'

when I'm really sick and tired

i still have to move on to settle it

why others have to act like this assignment is like none of their business..

if it is..

why you register to be same team with me?

but..

i maybe sound like i have little bit intention wanna blame you all

yes i am!!

if anyone stand on my position today,

i can bet, everyone will sure being fucking pissed off

just depends on them wanna release their anger or not only

but...

still the same..

thanks to them again..

this semester i learn A LOT of things

and I'm turning more and more bad as time pass

i cant control my emotion

my anger easily burst

I'm still trying to control it..

Control everything..

trying to learn to be a 'good' people again...

**********************************************************

i think a lot of people asked

why am i being so emo

actually i also don't know

maybe everything that i expected going inversely

there is a lot of things

i better don't voice out

maybe you think that I'm selfish or what

but sometimes, if all these things being voice out

it will causes argument

and for what i wanna destroyed it all?

i can causes the friendship of you and me break right now...

well, the one you know of me..

is not really that good after all..

I'm still love gossiping talking bad bout others..

i can be very mean..

hahahhha~~

==''

by the way

today i knew a lot of things bout her..

seems like she experience a lot of things bout life

but there is no one in this world who can judge who are right and who are wrong

don't you think so?

are the positive thinking one always the right one?

why?

why cant be the negative thinking be the right one?

at least, we face the ugly reality of the world, don't we?

who are we to judge whether what's other do is whether right or wrong..

even what you do now,

you think is the right and best decision

will lead to failure in future..

whose know right?

i really felt like wanna touch bout sensitive topic bout GOD

but then,

right or wrong??

no one knows

even if i said out..

i may end up being jailed..

they say we have right to voice out our opinion

but with restricted and limitation

who dare to do so?

unless you have the money to fight with the government

but surly will end up at jailed i guess..

talk till the end

right or wrong

the only things that matter is

L.O.V.E

P.E.A.C.E

thank you and good night

no one can judge whether

who is right

and

who is wrong