Saturday, March 17, 2012

为这而留着的原因

还需要多点时间

wrote with love, 9:54 PM.

Friday, March 16, 2012

another platform

this might be the end

but not the death of it

goodbye

wrote with love, 9:04 PM.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

The story:

Mr.Motivation started approaches me not long ago..

But,sadly,

They killed him right in front of me

My bestfriends, Ms.Confident and Mr.Courage

couldn't accept the fact that Mr.Motivation is dead and ran away from me..

leaving me alone to gone through

the pathetic silent dark week..

sigh..

Since then,

Every night, i cry and mourn.

Everyday i hope and pray,

That Madam Miracle would appear and bring them back to me again..

i couldn't accept the fact that they are gone now

i am alone now

and disturbed by Mr.Alone who is trying to seduce me migrating to the Emo country,

every single night!

the story continue~~

I tried not to go into the social world so much

afraid that i get even sad when i saw how happy others are..

lot of things twisting in my mind lately

and i don't even know what i am burdened with

what my mind is troubling my emotional with

maybe staying alone, facing the walls every night

talking only to myself

is driving me sadly

wrote with love, 6:22 PM.

Friday, March 2, 2012

我很丑所以我很想变美

我很羡慕你的美

我很笨所以我很想变聪明

我很羡慕你的聪明

我很穷所以我很想变有钱

我很羡慕你那么有钱

我什么都没有所以我很想拥有一切

我很羡慕你能拥有一切

我好可悲

好像没权利去要求

也没权利去争取

肯定失败

发现自信非常恨我

离我很远很远

keep on changing till i did not recognize myself anymore

原来已经那么多年了

累了淡了

所以再也不期望

鼓起勇气的能力都没了

原来我一个人

唱不出一首歌

会很想哭

wrote with love, 6:40 PM.

Monday, February 27, 2012

before i start

wanna promote this little stuff i bought using the book voucher

wuhoooo~

the only thing im satisfy bought with no regret

i remember i got lot of book i wanna buy

but when i go there with the free voucher

i stunt

and

i hard to make any decision to purchase any other books

i finish spending it with buying a lot of unnecessary stuff

urgh~

kinda sad..

should give more!

but still i love you for giving us spending money ^^

thank you

i never cut my hair since like 3 months

erm 4? 5?

im not sure but the conclusion is my hair is grewing more and more kanasai

how should i describe it?

picture below!

hell yeah!

hectic

where should i put my long fringe

left?

right?

divide middle?

all behind?

i maybe look sleepy all the time with my sleepy eyes,

but the hair make me look like i just woke up.

and if you notice,

my pathetic spec which follow me for two years

look kanasai also

please don't notice that i'm getting fat

yea yea yea...

i knew im getting fat!

my phone's camera is not functioning after drop from high place twice

at the same place

same day

continuously~

uh huhuhuu

im deeply broke

i want many thing

i need nothing

therefore

im suffering of wanting it

need = buy

want = dream it

im starting to crap out of nowhere

better off now

wrote with love, 8:12 PM.

Monday, February 20, 2012

人不美就不红

知识底讲的话都没人听

到底该怎么做

才能鼓起勇气

寻找我要的快乐和幸福

我到底做对了吗？

做了那么久，

都不懂自己在努力着什么

都不懂到底有没有得到或学到了什么

我还是很怀疑

自己的能力

到底

可以做些什么

我到底有些什么？

wrote with love, 7:13 PM.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

for the past few month,

i keep updating all those feeling within my mind

have not been updating those song i've been listening

er.. cut short the story,

let all the youtube link below talk (with some 'short' caption of mine :P)

#1 T-ara -Lovey Dovey

i never paying much attention to t-ara

just knew some two famous song of them BoBeep and YaYaYa

when this song came out after roly poly,

i not really like it.. :P

but after repeating it zillion time

it's addictive.. (for me la)

you should check out their comeback show,

watching them shuffling..

is a great song

#2 Jay Park - Know Your Name

i always like his song

been supporting his style ever since his sole debut

#3 B1A4 - Chu Chu Chu

#4 五月天 - 星空

super love them!

especially this song

and super love the meaning behind it

#5 伍家輝 - 你愛我嗎

we should pay more attention to malaysian artist

this is one of the artist i like

me like his voice

do you love me? :)

#6 柯震東 ft 陳妍希 - 漂流瓶

since i have no internet connection

i miss out a lot of great new songs

been wanted to listen and watching their mv so so much

i have a great and long list

but to cut it short

the top 5 wanted list:

Miryo (B.E.G) making her own solo debut
K.Will
Jay Park
B.A.P ( new group that was like making lot of attention)
FT Island

argh.. BigBang gonna release new album, i will miss it!

and EXO that keep releasing teaser, wonder when will they really coming up with a real album

i want to watch GLEE

i want to watch OnePiece

i miss internet so much

and if you wondering why i can still blog

thanks to YES broadband

and Maxis broadband i use awhile when im in my aunt's house

sobs..

well life continue even without internet,

thanks to radio entertaining my days

been addicted to the DJ's voices ^^

byebye

wrote with love, 12:23 PM.