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Durian Icecream

Ice cream making, making ice cream.

Failed to turn ice into ice cream.

And it end up becoming yogurt.

today, i ask my dad to buy me durian,

been thinking of making ice cream since like ages.

and finally, i make one

though it failed ( i guess because of the ice)

but the food testers (my mum and my aunt), give a thumb up for me

yay ! im going to try out second time.

Ingredient:

Durian

Ice

Milk powder

CoffeeMate

Milk

Process:
Blend it all !

i estimated the quantity of those ingredient i used, therefore no amount can be shared here, sorry

is been awhile i never update my photo to the blog

the hair is kinda messy, my mind is in the state of cut or not to cut hair mind-war

perm or not to perm hair?

dye or not to dye hair?

holiday is day for me to keep thinking way to spend money..

finding reason for me to keep my mind away from buying another camera..
and therefore, this pop out:

it doesn't matter what kind of camera you using

the only matter is the person who using the camera. ;)

true, very true
a few friend of mine whom snap photo with compact camera wins those who snap with dslr
even their photo editing skills are more detailed than those who own dslr.
bleh~ i still want a dslr, as accessories
future baby future ~

when i say i want to go, they don't let me to go

when i say i don't want to go, they keep tempting me to go.

so should i go or not to go?

今天的夜晚很暗

星星和月亮都被乌云挡了

萤火虫飞过几只，

还以为是流星。

流星一粒都看不到，

可能我已不再很用心的等待了吧。

每晚特地的等你上线，

你上线了，

又在等你找我聊天，

可是，

你都不来找我，

或许

你忙了吧~

我好可悲啊，

却无法鼓起勇气

先对你说声

“你最近好吗？”

“你最近快乐吗？”

最后还是白等了，

就像，

今晚傻傻的白等了流星得出现

（或许太早了吧）

爸爸最近很忙

为了减少爸妈负担

牺牲了旅行

一个人放假

原来可以这么的无聊

一直看着别人的背影

原来

可以感受到如此的寂寞

i knew the hate of you for me to stepping into your life

i'm sorry

and

that's the reason

i'll never

never

ever

had any confident

in talking to anyone

it seems like,

knowing me is a mistake

and slowly

it turn to a fault.

tired to tried to please everyone,

i shall be more selfish now.
tired of guessing whether my words hurt anyone,
i shall be more quiet now.
tired of guessing whether my action offence anyone,
i shall less meeting with all of you now.

i shall said thank you, 

to those whom i thought as friends

for making me realize

not to put anymore

trust

hope

into all of you anymore.

they said,
loner should just continue becoming loner
they'll never understand meaning of friend
as they don't have anyone welcoming them as friend.

felt neglected again,

maybe from the very beginning

i wasn't really suit to be

among the crowd

among them.

maybe,

i am the loner.

friends that used to be so closed,

felt so far away.

friends that used to listen,

close themselves away from me.

maybe,

i am the loner.

to forget the stuff keep twister-ing my mind

i developed hobbies.

:)

i realize soon enough that 

i suit to be loner

pretty flower pretty :)

selling sunflower to earn extra saving to the concert :3

tried to challenge planting other flowers

and i hope

they will grow :)

well,

at least i still have him :)

给他/她，

其实我有也会怕

别把我看得太勇敢

很多时候你也真的很过分一下

in love with waiting

enjoyed the silence

Paper Fish 1

blur fish,

swim blindly, moving forward..
facing different obstacle to reach the top.

break through all the task,

to move forward..

few more to go..

Don't collapse