Word Update

Word Update of the Previous post LOL!!

i am just too free...

i sign up for streamyx unipack last week...

at first i thought the authorised people will take a long time to set up my new telephone line..

they are just way to efficiency..

new telephone line is set up on Tuesday and right after the telephone line can be used..

i went to TMnet again to submit my unipack form..

the appointment date is set on the same week, Friday morning..

during Friday, i thought that they will not came as i receive 0 call..

but after the office hour pass, around 5.45pm..

i receive call from TMnet conductor to set up my modem..

wooohooo..

thanks them for being so hardworking and friendly to me..

i am satisfy with the services provided by the company..

now, I'm counting date of the arrival of my mini ^^

hope can get a 210 edition series.. i don't want 110 series..

don't ask me why.. i just want it.. LOL

#click on the red color wording to know more information

my housemate and i celebrated my roommate birthday together..

we treat her pizza meal..

and during night, i planned a surprise birthday party for her..

making a fake blackout scenario and then her whole classmate around 18 ppl pop out behind her..

she was totally surprise with everything..

LOL!!

yes to myself as i succeeded making this event successfully...

wooohoooo..

Happy Two_Zero to her again *belated.. ^^

yesterday night is a tough night..

spending whole night memorizing the Japanese alphabet

it is so hard to memorize it..

although I'm sleepy but i bare it and pass the tough night..

but in the end.. i am quite disappointed as lecturer said it will be postpone till week 6..

for your information today class is week 3 class..

==

when home after class..

around 12++pm arrive and i sleep till 6++pm..

i am just toooooooooo sleepy

even when i awake i feel so tired..

oh my salary is out..

just as i promise to myself..

I'm going to treat my parents + my brothers to eat...

just to celebrate belated mother and father day..

Sunday morning will go and eat Bak Kut Teh..

hoho~

so I'm going to off now and go to bed~

nights all

Picture Update

my streamyx unipack..

testing speed 25/06/2010

google chrome ask me to kill the pages

this happen if open too much tab to load at the same time

i love nudge~ing

Roommate JiaWei birthday 23/6/2010

1st house phone i owned!!

register under my name

went for this event held at my school..

lots of fun activity held at there,

hang out with some of my new classmates and win a Shokobutsu ^^

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is been a busy week..

sit for a Quiz for Introduction to Computer Organization and Architecture and

a lab test for Programming Concept and Design..

study zero and went to the test..

luckily i know how to do, is not that i want to say i am clever can done all this test without study..

the test just pop out just like that when i enter the class..

phew.. i am just lucky that the test coverage is under my capability...

two more week, two assignment had to be submit

plus a practical test for the subject that every ICT student fear the most..

Data Communication and Networking..

this week gonna rest hard and sleep hard..

next week gonna be another busy week...

aaaah..

tomorrow is my 1st language class's QUIZ..

i still study nothing..

my cloth haven't washed,

I'm not yet bath since the class ended today..

the water used to mop the floor just now not yet threw away..

I should start doing everything now after i click the "Publish Post" button..

=/

busy is an excuses to ignore

Yam Seng!!!!

My mami and papa

they look cute in this pic,

they share the same pose ^^

Liang and Me

the only cousin i knew who came..

luckily he came..

my mum side family..

too bad i cant crazy with all the other teens during that day although i want to

cz i dont know who are they.. [paiseh la]

all of them including the uncle and aunty dance and sing till so damn high

jealous

I ❤ SS~ing

sorry,

all edited picture,

cause non-edited picture is too ugly..

haha~

i eat a lot!!!!!!!

and

i drink a lot!!!

but still cant drunk... ==

i am ways tooo high

i need bunch of friends crazy with me!!!

i want to dance

i want to sing

i want to shout

i want to let it all out!!!

♡❤Happy PAPA Day❤♡

Morning Classes

i should get into bed right now instead of wasting my time doing nothing for the whole night..

==

for your information,

this semester, i had 4morning classes in a week..

is a CONTINUOUS morning classes..

well some of you might said, not a big deal..

it is suppose not to be an issued to be whining of everyday..

during secondary time,

everyday also is 7.30am classes,

why don't we complained during that moment..

life is different,

during secondary time,

you stayed with your family,

which you need not set an alarm clock, need not have to cook for every meal..

need not to worry bout anything just because your parents had done it all for you..

and the class ended at sharp 1pm everyday..

you still can have your time to take a nap of 1 or 2 hours...

at university life,

everything is different..

no parent controlling you, so you can sleep at whenever time you want..

[well, my sleeping time is 2-3am]

plus, 8am class but stayed at school till 4pm or the latest 8pm class..

after back to home,

have to wash all the cloth,

prepare meal for dinner..

even to sleep is a problem as less ppl sleep at evening!!!

with all the 'bling blang bling blang' noises from the neighbours,

the sound of ppl cooking something..

cant even have a good sleep..

even if you sleep tooooo sweet,

awake.. wtf!! is already 9pm something..

everyone had eaten,

nobody wanna accompany you go out..

there goes your maggi meal again and again and again....

luckily my life is not that miserable yet..

just that serious headache are attacking me..

after i awake for more than 4hours..

my eyeball starts to killing me..

even when i wanna look at someone,

the world spin sometimes.. =/

but going to school at 8am is refreshing,

but once the lecturer start the talking..

i start to yawn from the start till the end of the class...

dun ever try to tell me to sleep early,

cause i just cant..

i tried..

but i just cant sleep well..

maybe i dislike to sleep when there is people awake in the room..

it feels so awkward...

okay stop talking bout the sleeping stuff...

i wanna complain bout my study again.....................................

complain is an excuses to cover my stupidness..

maybe I'm just not that clever to study doh...

for my friends who study IT courses..

'lei hou geng ar'

how can you survive and can score so high??!!!

even if you cant be in the President or DEAN list..

but you are still ichiban...

I'm just a pathetic loser who just know to complain whenever there are difficulties in life..

i seriously need help from ppl to make me keep on with the study momentum,

but i just don't know how to ask for it

and,

if i ask for it..

i still will complain for it.. ==

felt like ppl are controlling my life..

wtf~~

the arrogant personalities which stayed at my bodies are killing my life..

i just need help and i don't know how to shout for help!!!!!!!!!!

'gao miang ar'

okay that's all..

loser is tired and have to wake up early for the class later at 8am

p/s: i still haven't bath ==

sigh.. life is hard

Wrong?

I'm kind of upset..

=(

just don't know why..

at first everything seems to be so perfect and i was totally looking forward for everything..

but now..

after everything become more clearer,

i felt that i had chosen to wrong course..

seriously..

i never score well for my course related subject since my foundation studies..

everyone is like getting at least a B or above...

while I'm below it..

assignment?

is totally a crap..

i never really done or contributing at least half of the assignment works..

and others people are doing it quite well..

today,

after working for over 2hours..

only i realize,

i am weak..

i am nothing without help from my classmates..

i cant even solve a diploma-like-assignment..

==''

this make me feel so sick of myself that still feeling proud when telling others people that I'm studying IT courses..

now everything is getting tougher and I'm still lost in no where..

Programming, a subject which i thought i knew and familiar it when i start studying..

I'm totally so wrong with it..

T__T

i cant even run the program..

keep on showing error or asking me to abort the system..

not to mention that i failed to install a software from a CD..

i failed to download those software from net, even searching it is a problem to me..

i failed to register those free-trial-software with those crackie stuff which till now i don't even understand..

even when the computer pop out update for everything such as java or my AVG..

i just ignore it all..

i am just failed to do everything related to computer..

and everyone thought i am so so so good with it..

==

and i never really understand the process of formatting a computer, which my lecturer told me that IT base student should really get to known of this concept..

sigh~

did i choose a wrong path?

I don't even know..

T_T

Skull-Hat

Last Saturday i went to Ipoh..

I hang out at Ipoh Parade,

it feels like i haven't been there for ages..

lots of things had changes at there,

the 'lala' store are no longer so 'lala'..

and shop at there are much more valuable to spend time with if compare to Jusco which only have like 5 shops that can make me have a stop to look at...

by the way,

i did mention to friends that i want to owned a sunglasses,

preferable the type that Crowd Lu's spec..

I've tried all various kind of glasses..

sigh..

my head is big, my nose so kempis, and my eye is so small...

I'm not suit to wear this type of glasses...

so that's all for the sunglasses stories..

I'm no longer hunger for it anymore..

cause when i look at the mirror,

i look uglier than wearing my standard5 spectacle..

[my 1st spec]

my another addiction is hat,

a skull-hat..

just like the picture above,

almost the same as the above picture lar,

the one that really catch my attention is a skull hat that a model wear at Private Colour

phew, it really take all my attention away..

the cloths at the shop also a catches,

all those Korean style..

but the price of the items inside the shop is killing my purse..

though there have RM30 per cloth,

but the skull-hat draw my attention away..

the female model wear the type of vintage clothing and with the hat..

it looks so gorgeous....

it seems so alive LOL

i like the vintage-type of red, you know? the type of red that look old old de....

and that hat is not just like the skull-hat shown at the picture..

is a bit different type of hat i guess, cant be label as a skull hat also

so geram that i cant find any similar skull-hat's picture at the net to show u all and for me to keep admire to..

T_T

i still miss the hat.........................

but after buying it..

will i have any chances to wear it?

xD

i found a friends who dare to do anything as long as people accompany her..

just like the time we wear Christmas hat and lepak at kampar during Christmas eve...

so maybe next time i will buy it, MAYBE~~

i think when my loan is approved,

i will spend like a shopaholic..

i just cant resist it..

^^

till now i still cant forget the hat...

Ipoh Day Out

lazy to add in caption...

lazy to talk bout it..

cz im too tired

anyway, it is a good good trip^^

Shit Star

what exactly had happen anyway?

why i dont catch any clue in between?

is it im going to over?

im the one suppose to be blame for causing this?

it is too obvious to be felt..

just those human like me which is born with a retarded-stupid-brain+eye cant felt it...

maybe is time for me to back off..

maybe by this,

i wont feel like im an idiot in front of others..

i shouldnt look too high on myself,

look myself as if i got everything and everything owned me as part of it..

first week i realize,

but i thought it might be a fake misunderstood i created by my own..

mid of the second week,

things became clearer and clearer for me to see through the mist..

if i back off will make the earth feel more better when rotating around the sun..

then i will...

should i apologize for disturbing the natural routine of earth..

do i have the right to feel pissed off??!!

do you feel that I'm talking bout you?

YES.. IT'S YOU...

don't worry,

because I'm the one who suppose to be blame for being an idiot..

it is not your fault~~

because the sun control the whole universal and I'm just a "tiny-mini-shit star"

[shit star=tahi bintang]

so?

sun did not move but the shit star does,

so when something happen?

then it is my fault lor..

anyway,

the meteor keep approaching the sun but the sun still seems so far away..

the sun did not even bother to spin toward the meteor,

after so many years,

the distance between the meteor and the sun is still very far away..

so no matter how hard i try to approach you,

you still did not want to accept me..

I'm just sound like an idiot running toward you where as you only keep on looking at the other planet but not a star like me..

you may laugh at my posts,

because u never realize that I'm talking bout you..

because you never bother..

it is a stupid comparison that would never catch your attention..

funny huh~?

other planets are much more important..

because star are not as attractive like a planet

and together the planets and the sun will form the galaxy,

while the star is just part of the short-stories to be mentioned...

star can shine without the help from the sun,

sun thought that star can survive,

but it cant

as sun is the mother of the whole universe..

star need sun,

but sun never realize it...

I ❤ Jacker

Do I ❤ Jacker?

Do U ❤ Jacker?

Actually i never eat this crisps before..

Today one of my classmates bought this..

instead of throwing it away,

so i go-green for it

^^

SEE~~

I AM SO ECO-FRIENDLY

These are the only Humans that still Survive!!!

Gang among the classmates i usually hang out with during foundation..

is kind of sad that everyone left,

but we are still FRIENDS in TC's Water Station..

That's the reason why I ❤ Jacker TODAY

Thanks

Gift

really appreciate every gift that is given by friends..

i met a lot of new people,

i grumble lots of negative thing bout these new friends..

i always complained and never feel satisfied with everything..

but then i realize,

these people are the one who always by my side whenever i need help..

even i never speak out, somehow and sometimes they knew i need them...

when I'm alone, they will chat with me..

when I'm hungry, they will buy food for me, eat together^^...

when I'm bored, they will come and entertain me..

when i talk, they listen

when i play, they joined

when i make mistake, they forgive

when I'm in trouble, they help

when i wanna go somewhere else, they accompany

when i don't know, they teach

friend for life is never existed..

but i feel lucky to have them as part of my life..

and me as part of the stories of their life...

they fill up my imperfection..

this is the best gift i ever receive in my life..

thanks.. ^^

i always ask for more for life,

and i ignored important little things around me...

appreciate little things and make life good...

School Life

I got my FULL time table

and this is it..

quite satisfied with it..

click on the picture to enlarge it..

for those who are still wandering what kind of courses I'm studying,

you can see yourself the subject below it..

and make a guess yourself..

I'm NOT REVEALING IT XP

i told you all before right, that all the new subjects totally freak me out..

it is really harder than i thought..

i really afraid i cant cope up with these "certain-level-of-professional-subject"

which my lecturer told me that syllabus had changes with time as the school doesn't want to produce LOW-QUALITY students..

so who on earth are going to tease my school ever again..

come and take the exam like as if you were clever..==

the system totally change unlike the senior time..

now passing grade is 50% which is a C

below it is consider FAILED, there is no longer a D or a F existed in the result slip..

maybe the exam system will change again and i don't know anything about that..

this is what my lecturer told me..

by the way,

i haven't said that i successful register Japanese language as my elective courses

at first i was so damn HAPPY bout it..

but just after today when i finish my lecture class..

i felt little bit regret taking this..

HARD!!!

next week lecture class we will start reading Japanese material..

i was like WTF??!!

i just study some (which consist of around 30+) weird looking alphabet

and i had to memorize them before next week

T_T

maybe i should go for french~~

(its toooo late)

so that is some story of my experience of entering my Degree..

i need to start everything alone again..

my previous classmates are not in the same class with me,

and i don't wanna beg them to join me plus I'm lazy to change it myself..

so i am totally alone also, just like the first time i enter the school..

but at least during the class there are some familiar faces..

and some friend which i not usually hang out with are quite friendly toward me...

i thought that i can meet some one new but when i enter the class,

everyone seems to be gather in one group already..

are they coming together??!!!

ishk...

some friends of mine telling me that they are totally alone again..

really can imagine the feeling of alone going to class...

just like an idiot..

and if the lecture or tutor pointing at you asking to answer question..

the whole attention are on you and making you so damn nervous..

everyday pray hard that the tutor will not notice my "not-so-famous" name...

some interesting classes seems turn to be boring if alone attending the class..

the passion of talking seems to be gone..

wanna try to be friend with others but others seems like don't wanna look at me or already in a big gang..

just don't know where to start..

alone is like a nightmare even you are not asleep..

=.=

in conclusion i just hate alone..

p/s: have you ever consider of changing your course to be with me?

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