看的太高

I'm looking too high on myself..
i thought i can, but i realize i cant..


this is the 1st time i realize that im totally fell down, im giving advises to my friends, but im afraid i will be the one who cant stand up..
the spirit suddenly had flew away from my body, i cant search for my soul

i finally can understand the feeling of failure
it's hurt
its sucks
its feel pain..

i realize it know..
i feel totally lost now..
why some people are so happy with their future
and I'm so frustrating about it for no reason

thank you for those who giving me fake hope.. at least i can happy for awhile..

what am i going to do?