money money

i am damm broke~~~
i need money desperately~~~

money money~~~

in this world
no ppl de money cannot talk...
song also got teach la..
no money no talk, no money no talk~~~

money ar~~~~
where are you!!!
TT

never said bad bout ppl

OMG!!!

last three days, i go and laugh at my friend who's pc is spoil...
and~~~
finally, my computer started to show some symptom that it is going to spoil soon..



my dear PC,
although you are older than other PC out there..
but you still younger than me..
i not yet die...
i don't want you to die before me...
at least not now..
my exam is going to over soon..
i need you!!!

大姐姐

today i realize i got many xiao di di(little brother) although we have no blood relationship.. but they very respect me and call me jie jie everyday(wahaha pai seh pai seh)

i got around 8 xiao di di i guess.. hahaha.. dint count the 'kai ' relationship （i means my god brother) where is this xiao di di come from? well they are actually my cousins brother, mother side cousins.. I'm the eldest girl.. most of them are boy and they don't have elder sister or younger sister.. so, i am their sister lo..

haha....

one more thing is today a cousin or my so called xiao di di bought a handphone.. of cz not using his money la.. his parent bought for him for no reason.. nowadays children so good.. in small age, they can owned a hp, and i found out, the hp more expensive than his parent's hp..
as for me, i beg till i die.. i think i cant get a hp also.. but thanks to god, give my father tio lottery.. then he only bought me a hp.. and it was when i were in form5...

well the story continue...
my cousin ask my handphone number and i gave him.. then i was so curious what are he going to put my name under his contact number so i ask him... why i was so curious?? and for your other information.. i am a evil sister.. i love to bully, scold them for no reason.. haha.. and they know my nickname at home.. thanks for my brother!! spreading it widely.. of course i want to see what he put my name... if he put my nick name, huh.. he sure die.. but if he put my name(i mean my real name) he also sure die.. lol... boh tua boh seh..
then i peek (not to say peek la, i ask him to show me)
he put my phone number as 姐姐.. woooooooo...
so respect me... haha.. luckily he know what to do jek...
but behind me, i think he wont change my name.. why? coz i know!!
muahahaha.. happy..


i got a big family~~~

another waste of time

huh!! damn it!!!!!
why? why? why?
after the exam that last two days ago, my spirit to study all gone... flew to no where...

i try to study, i really try.. but i just cant study, my brain cant function well.. it cant work under forcing.. lol..
what did i do today?
well sleep till noon, then i wake up, try to study math.. but end up playing online game again... i play from noon till night.. but don't worry, i got stop awhile to eat and bath...
thanks to my curiosity.. im addicted to viwawa.. whats that? well is a website that allow player to play game.. the game i love most is cho dai di(big2.5).. why must thanks to my curiosity? well i saw my brother play, and i felt kind of interesting.. whenever i online.. it seems attracted me to open the website and play... haha.. i think is for those who love gambling will addicted to it.. I'm too bored... your face look curious and wanna try the game also.. nah i give you the link, www.viwawa.com

and then, i try to enter wanted duck contest by digi.. spend almost half an hour to search for the stupid duck.. damn it, i cant find the stupid idiot duck!!!! nvm la, i enter before but i cant even win a thing... i dont have luck with this kind of competition actually, not even lucky draw...

i want pray hard.. oh my guan ying ma ar, please bless me with your magic water or what la.. i hope i dint failed... po pi me o...
so damn many mosquito biting me.. maybe they wanna remind me to study..
okok.. is almost 3am and im going to flip one to two pages of math before sleep...

exam week

i started my exam yesterday.. wow!! you cant imagine how i really felt on the day before the exam start.. i nearly cry out.. but not because of stress but i have exam phobia. i scared of exam.. huh!! i cant believe that i ask my father to take me go 'chai gong' to take some amulet and yellow paper to drink...

and the paper really work!! haha... during exam i can calm down and try to answer the question... although i cant answer all but at least I'm not scare...

and there is a guy sitting beside me... i love to look at him during exam.. (hei don't misunderstood) he is an Indian and i love to turn around to see him because every time i look at him, he is sure writing something and the face if him look funny.. hahahaha... and until the exam end, he is still writing some thing on his paper.. (huh!!) he got so many thing to write, very clever lo!! and look at me, 30min after exam start, i day dream awhile and do awhile... not to say i love day dream, is i already answer all the questions that i know how to do, well other question(erm i think don't want let you know better)

haih~~ feel a bit sad.. i cant do well on math.. but cant say too much, coz I'm the one who not studying, so if i get bad result.. i think i wont cry...

important paper are almost finish, now just left phy2 and math2 to go.. and objective paper? i think i will shoot all the question, i think can get at least 10 correct..

i don't aim to get good result.. i just hope, i can pass my STPM!!!
at least enough eat for me to enter localU (erm, i think can gua)

i love to move it

i like to move it move it
she like to move it move it
he like to move it move it

you like to~~~
MOVE IT!!!


i love to shake it shake it
she love to shake it shake it
he love to shake it shake it

you love to~~~
SHAKE IT!!!


i love to crap it crap it
she love to crap it crap it
he love to crap it crap it...

just CRAP IT!!!!!


脱掉烦恼，脱掉~~~
脱掉伤心，脱掉~~~
脱掉悲伤，脱掉~~~
脱掉，脱掉，脱掉~~ 脱掉！！
脱脱脱脱！！！！


sing out loud... party all day long!!!
shake off your head~~
shake off you ass~~
shake off your whole body~~
yeah!!!

she cry

just then, i forward a quite meaningful sms to everyone that state
God won give us everything that we wanted but will give us something that we needed without our acknowledge... actually still got quite alot of thing that quite meaningful, but i lazy type out...

then right after i forward it to everyone, a friend of mine reply back that she cry, i don't know whether my fwd msg make her cry after reading it, or she really under pressure.. well i think she really under pressure, she tell me that, she cried because of exam, she is under pressure of exam.. i don't know how to comfort her also, I'm... I'm... I'm not in pressure(lol).. maybe i can predict the result that I'm going to have, so i don't put so much hope on it.. pity my friend, i guess she put alot of effort on this exam, she really study, while I'm really playing and enjoying my life till now...

i just want to say that, put so much pressure on yourself will just make yourself in stress, even though you finish your study, doesn't means you can score well... sometime, things won work just as we expected.. the more you expected it to happen the more you will disappointed if it doesn't work out..

just like you wish to touch the sky, so you will try all kind of method just to reach the sky.. as you go higher and higher, then something happen, and u fell... hurt depend on how high you are.. well i guess i maybe have minor injury, not even a scratch, coz i know that is impossible to touch the sky.. but this make me continue becoming a failure, while ppl who still thought they can touch sky, continue upgrading themselves, they learnt and try to improve each time they failed... i laugh at them but i am the real failure if compare with them... i stay at the same lvl all the time.. haih~~

but cry is good, don't make yourself in so much pressure, later you might gone crazy.. who's know right? face the exam happily and try your best.. you may failed the exam but at least you try and give your very best.. and the most importantly, don't compare.. compare is the most stupid thing that human will do.. what for you wanna compare, you and other ppl brain not the same, you may think you failed, but you might dont know that you are clever than most of the ppl out there..

the reason you study so hard is also only for to get a better job with high paid salary so you can have a better life.. well there no need to study so high to get a high paid salary, in this century, its depend on how you think to make money flow to you account only..

i just want to say that don't give so much pressure to yourself.. just face the exam with open heart and relax.. maybe exam is not as hard as you think^^

new hair style..

before you really take a look at this post..
please be prepare,
not to laugh
not to tease

i've done a new hairstyle last week(1/11/2008).. it took me awhile to accpet it, and publish it to public.. even my friend, i din't dare to show them.. but they give me good responses.. meanwhile, my brother and cousins tease me.. in a joking style..

okok lets get the show started...


this is taken on the day right after i done my hair(4hours)


cool? they call it negro hair.. african hair


after 2 to 3 time washing my hair.. not curl anymore.. wuwu sad


or look more nicer with a pin?

but finally, i can adapt with it.. with tz hair i can

do emo emo pic


or girly girly pic


and cool pic!!!

well then most important is, i have the most special hair in town...
ppl say change hair will affect your lifestlye
i mean it.. is truth..
now when i go out, mostly ppl will look at me for a long time (did i too SS)
haha have to start adapt with it...

thats the end of the show... kindly plz wash your eye before you sleep, if not....
you will have extreamly sweetest dream until u dont want to wake up.. hahaha

the real fact of study

i learn a real fact of study 2 years ago.. quite funny!!
why i want re write two years back stories? well 2 years ago, i don;t have internet connection, and actually, i also don't know what is blog? no wonder ppl now adays said old people noob at high tech things.. hey!!! im not old, i still now blogging!! yea, you might said that blog is lame.. you know what i will answer back? my problem la!!!!

hei hei.. back to my topic, what is the real fact of sudy, well i can say it but i can see you, so i have to type it.. and it can be shown through equation...
involving a very simple math calculations.

STUDY = NO FAIL -----(1)
NO STUDY = FAIL -----(2)

lets (1)+(2)

So,

STUDY + NO STUDY = NO FAIL + FAIL

take out the same thing

STUDY(1 + NO) = FAIL(NO + 1)

and you will get
STUDY = FAIL

so, what's the point of study, sleep la..

poopooman aka wira tahi

study till my head gonna burst, lucikily still got shin chan comic accompany me during these hard days.. hahaha..

read back the old version of shin chan comic book, quite funny but dint laugh out loud... there is one part where shin chan become wira tahi... so cute!! with his attire and theme song..

well i read malay version, so the theme song of cz are in malay la..

LAGU TEMA WIRA TAHI
---------------------------------
mangkuk tandas yang berwarna putih_____ (whitish colour toilet)
tahi pula yang berwarna keemasan!______ (goldish colour of poo poo)
hari semalam kuat makan________________ (yesterday eat alot)
hari ini kuat berak!___________________ (today poo alot)
puk, puk, puk!_________________________ (puk puk puk)
wira tahi hebat!_______________________ (poopooman incredible)


bansai wira tahi~~ hahaha...

what i want

I've being scold for getting bad result for the pass year paper..(opss my parent finally found it out).. yea, they are extremely disappointed with me.. i can understand their feeling, so I've change to study hard this few days...

but what i really cannot accept is they blame me for not taking tuition, blame me for playing with comp and TV i still can accept.. but the other thing they say is just base on what they think... do they really try to understand why I'm quiting my tuitioning.. they said I'm too clever, clever than tuition teacher... skipping school everyday, is because I'm too clever till no need to attend school.. huh!!! am i too clever?? you never ask me the real reason I'm quiting and at that moment i was just stunt and cant say a word... actually i want to explain the real reason, but since you already take me as what u expect in your mind.. why am i going to explain... just a waste of time and you will say that i was trying to protect myself and giving so many excuses...

do they really ask what i want? huh!! not even my parent treating me this way, even ppl around me are treating me this way.. friends is to used, actually i don't think this phrase is true until i meet them... they really used me up.. hmm, i don't care bout it since i want to help my friends and really treated them as friends... until one day i realize, they really just using me, sad? nope.. angry? nope.. i have no feeling toward this kind of friends who are just using me up, for what should i care.. if they felt im the type that can use and other ppl only is their best friends, then keep it up.. this is not the 1st time I've betray or use by friends.. is OK to use me, but plz don't do it so obvious by the way u treating me and other are completely different.. I'm not stupid and i can feel it...

you thought im angry? nope.. im not angry at all... i still can friend with all the people who betray me before till now, so why should i break up those relationship that had made.. i believe one day, they will change the way to treat me as a ppl or a FRIEND.. as for my parent, is a good thing for them o think im a bad daughter.. i never wanted to become a good ppl, nt even infront of my family and friends, at least when i do bad thing, ppl wont scold me for that.. but if a good ppl does a bad thing once.. no one can ever forgive the ppl.. thats life...


talk till the end, i am not angry to everyone, not even sad or wanted to cry out loud.... just wanted to write what i felt only