Naruto Shippuuden Movie 2: Bonds

sometime i really love to watch anime
especially NARUTO
what i like about this anime is of course the handsome anime character..
their cool ninja jutsu(wish i can own their power)

but the most importantly is i like the writer of this anime, the way the writer wrote the plot of the story line..
sometimes it related to our lives..

especially this movie i watched just now together with my brother..
the last part,
Naruto said something to Amaru
'i can feel the friendship between us'
he means the friendship between him and Sasuke..
the phrase sound so simple but have a deep meaning..

Can you imagine that i can cried for something that doesn't even exist?
hahha
nice~~
keep it up~~~

my off day

today i skip my work...
just came back from buying a sport shoes.. then my brother started to tease me

'where got girl buy sport shoes go study uni, i bet this shoes wont be wear by you more than 2 month'

my mum start to back up me tease back my brother, she ask me to wear for him to see~~~
haha~~ we'll see

today my mum really make me wanna laugh her, haha so cute
my motor tyre puncture..
then she bring me go fix it,
the uncle said come back later, then my mum go home and around 2pm just now, she bring my brother to bas station and then she pass by the shop and honk at the uncle.. she said to me she saw the uncle wave hand like tell her to go home not yet finish..
then, my house phone rang, i answer and the motor shop uncle tell me that our motor ady fix up..
then my mum started to angry and go to the shop to scold him

(conversation is in hokkien)
mum:'just now i pass by but you signal me that not yet finish, make me have to come again, waste my time only'
uncle:'i wave tell you to come here, but you more go more far, how i know wor'

hahaXD funny
then we arrive at home, i receive a phone call from my aunt that my cousin might have possibility get dengue, and now he is in hospital, so my mum wanted to called her sister for help since he is addmited at Ipoh Specialist Hospital..
she called and then got people answer,

(1st thing that my mum said to my aunt in hokkien)
mum:'ui really got people answer ar? i thought i dialed worng cz i cincai press only the number, hahaha really get correct'


=='
hope you get well soon
hope the buglar who steal my aunt belonging will pokai his whole life
a men

commitment

arghhhh
i suppose to work right now,
but then, because of my laziness, i find a lot of excuses to skip work today
ngek ngek

i find that i cant put a commitment on whatever things that i do..
just like my job..
i keep on procrastinate..
finding excuses to skip work..

i wonder how other people can stay on their work for more than 10 years until they retired..
hahhahahaha
salute them
i see my mum n dad work everyday,
i wonder will they get bored?
they just work work and work...

thanks you^^
love you^^

lie

you lied to me
you give me fake hope
all the promise is break..

i ask you for so many time to make sure the thing
you said ya ya ya

and now
you said no
for a sudden..

make me have no choice but to accept your no

why i have to think bout your side
and nobody think of my side..

i should believe what my friends tell me bout you..
you make me feel so damn disappointed with you

sing sing sing

recently i started to sing..
since the day my mum tell me to sing, so i sing almost every time if i opened the computer...

for the past few days,
i keep download back all the old songs to be sang..
singing make me feel so goooooooooooooooooooooooood
hahaahaha
especially singing mayday song, like singing my story out...
the flower group song are so kawaii.. so happy.. can relax~~
singing simple plan song or linkin park make me cant yell at the comp...
i want sing sorry sorry by super junior.. but i dont know korean...
so many kpop song are so nice...
wonder i can learn korean language at university or not..


ngek ngek....

but headache just wont go away~~~

thank you

i just wanted to said that...
in my life..
the most word that i spoke out loud is 'THANK YOU'

why?
since i work...
one customer came in and out i will said thank you...
just let it be around 50 customers i serve one day..
1 month i work 25 days..
i work for 4 month dy,
so i speak 'THANK YOU' for more than 5000 times...
hahaha
XD

in 4 month times...
can you beat my high score? haha

happy? smile?

there is once a people ask me...
'why people study and you study, people seems excited with it, happy and looking forward to study at there...
but look at you.. there is an unexplainable sorrow on your face..
dont you happy that you can study out there?
i want also cant have it'

i cant answer your question right now..
i cant get my emotion back to normal..
i feel dont want to speak to anyone..
i dont feel wanna tell out loud my problem also..
i hate sharing my problem..

why i hate it?
actually last time i got some friends who pretended to be nice.. share problem? sure.. only your stories... forever only your stories.. nobody bother to hear or listen my stories.. since then, i hate it to tell my 'STORY'..
i rather suffer alone then share it out..

luckily i still got a sms mate..
today i beg this friend to only listen what i want to said and never ask why cause i wont tell the reason of it..
my friend agree and receive my deadly dying messages..
i dint tell the story, just express my sadness only...
and the replies of this friend is just 'oh', 'em em', 'really'..
and the end 'feel any better'?
(replies of this friend make me cant continue chat, like i was forcing some one to listen to something that is not related with his life)

better? how to describe better?
can consider ok?
no feeling..
is just like that...
i got serious headache these few days.. maybe is a side effect of thinking alots..
i've try to find a solution of nothing that is really matter..
what is really bothering me right now? i really dont know how to answer..
i just feel so down.......


listening to my problem really boring?
or i am just boring?
why i dont want to find my friend to listen?
i dont trust them? dont have the doubt to tell?
they is only the fun part of my life, dont want to drag them into my pain life
i just dont want



i dont want
i dont want dont want
dont want dont want dont want dont want


to talk

black-out

yesterday (22/04/2009) around 7pm..
the city of teluk intan black out..
i mean only the main part of the city black out...
the part of black out of the city is including the whole block of my shop...
BILLION.. then the AIK AIK Complecs, KFC are not functioning as well but weird, the whole block got electriciy and only KfC black out...
The Store are down as well... but others shop lots are ok.. only this few places black out.. weird.. we call TNB, they cant explain to us either why only this few part black out..
billion is still ok with this black out cases cause they have electric generator.. so they can continue with their business, the store is the worst, i mean they can be consider as the most good shopping mall of the town but they dont even have a electric generator?
because of black out, i can go home early...
yeah~~~

hahaXD



pity pity...
no electric...
i think the store worker can go home early



actually im snapping a picture of me at my shop
but too dark.. ^^




working in dark environment...



actually last time i meet this incident before when i work at CD shop and BIllion




outside is so bright and inside is so dark...



i plan wanna tell boss something but end up not telling him
because of stupid black out..
maybe next time...

a simple talk

hohoho... after 3days din talk to anyone.. i thought i will continue it for weeks..
now only i realize I'm quite easily to get back into my normal mood(for some cases)
thanks to a friend of mine.. actually I'm not very close to this friend also... just got joke around when we are study at school last time..
this friend of mine came to my shop today and chat a little bit with me, crap a while... this friend doesn't know that I'm not in a good mood.. a first i really feel lazy wanna entertain my friend, but after a few chat with my friend, i started to enjoy talking...

ah.. feel so comfortable after i can release all my tension~ese of working...
i think we chat not even 10 minute(because i don't have any other topic to talk, and my friend car are parked outside and seems wanna go)
so we said bye bye to each other..


a simple talk can make some one feel a lot more better..
maybe my friend don't know that's, but anyway.. thanks for coming
haha
XD

=='

i've been so sufffering...
not to mention my workmate stuff anymore.. the previous blog i wrote bout him doesnt even 10% of the overall story that make me angry... just forget bout it since i wont have to face him for the rest of my life.. i wont even tell him that im going to quit by this month.. :P

by the way...
i just wanted to say that im getting more fat
im fat and i've become unhealthy
unhealthy make me have difficulties in breathing.. and i have stomach pain for the last two days.. keep 'lao sai'~ing but nth came out..
now im typing blog in pain.....

forget bout unhealthy body of me..
the recently i found out that ppl keep asking me stupid question that will just make me 'har?' or 'O.o' on spot...
just like my mum.. when i tell her that im sick.. she ask me.. how you get the sick back? erm. what should i answer back her? i go walk walk then suddenly got several bacteria attacked me, i've try to run but im weak in running.. so the bacteria wins? HOW the hell i know why i sick.. if i know.. then there will no doctor exist...
and then my neighbour asking me whether im going to kampar today? then she ask me where am i going to study.. zzz!! going kampar but not study at UTAR? then? kolej sri ayu ar?
why so many ppl love to ask me stupid question that i dont even know how to reply..


maybe because i dont hae the mood to talk, so the way i repied also a bit harsh
sorry
ehehehe

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these few days im totally pissed off by a lots of people..
i've become very emo right now.. dont feel wanna talk bout anything..
i think i dont even speak more than 10 sentences with my friends or workmates.

i really pissed pissed PISSED... totally angry with these guy..
the way he act, the way he treat me, the way he talk are totally make me cant stand siting beside him for even a second..

damm it
both of you have the highest paid, and im the one who have to done all the work..
while im the one who keep busy, you dare to keep pressing your damm fucking phone for whole day, not to sms, not to play game.. but to view back your old msgs or play with timer?
what the fuck..
you have time to play with all this things, butyou can say to me, 'this is your job la'
fuck you.. you mean you are paid not to work but to sit and press your phone whole day?
salary are higher than me but i work for your part also? then you go home sleep better no need come here and wait for your mother and feed you....

i am totally angry with this, its not 1 or 2 time dy..
is like one week i have to face this incident more than 4 time..
i know how come you can work for so long without getting fired..
acting hardworking infront of boss.. like im the one who not doing anything...
fuck you

dont think i will ever talk to you again..
you make me really sick facing you la..
last two day is the most worst day i've ever meet, i work like hell.. feel like wanna cry out.. but you still sitting and facing with you fucking phone...
damm it
i dont know wehter you are a guy or a girl
how come a guy like you can survive in society without getting beat by ppl
damm damm damm

you make me dont have a mood to speak out a word...
i want to quit the job!!!

funny doggie

there were one time, i was on my way home...
i saw a dog running in the middle of the road, chasing an auntie that riding a motor..
at 1st, i thought the dog were crazy and like to chase people..
i just follow at the back of the dog,
its getting weirder, the dog keep running behind the motor, and the auntie turning her head and keep looking at the dog..
the dog run and follow so far.. i was impress.. if me, i sure died half way, not enough oxygen..
by the way, i dint see till the end whether the dog keep follow the auntie until the auntie arrive home..
but i saw the dog again..( i guess is the same dog base on the colour.. all wild dogs looks the same)
but these time, this dog follow an uncle that ride motor...
i manage to see the uncle arrive at the home,
the uncle keep looking at the dog, i think he was trying to search something to hit the dog..

well, for me the dog look a bit scary..
can you imagine a dog chasing behind you? like you are cycling and a dog chasing you, very obvious that this dog wanna bite you or what la..
but i really impress with this dog.. got very big determination.. dint chase grandma that use walk or cycle.. but chasing motor..
hahahaha

hopefully i wont be the next target..
by the way, i realize my housing area are loaded with a lot of DOGS~~
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scary

what a day

today went to the place that I'm going to spend almost 4 year to study,
going there with a mission to find house for me to stay,
look for every inches in there, search the hostel at there also(which my parent keep scolding me useless for not worked more harder when they heard bout the price that they gonna paid for one month rent)
well I'm not upset, coz whatever came up from their mouth are basically true..
the whole day i felt sucks, how i wish to go home that moment..
i am so damm upset that i cant find a house, if there is a house, i cant get enough members to cover all the expenses, so hostel is the only places left for my parent to considered...

i am so sad and tired, at that moment i felt doesn't want to continue studies,
i just wanna stayed at home with my family, even have to work with low paid salary!!!
i miss home so much.. T.T

sick 2

i have to take back the word that coughing is interesting..
yeah~ is kind of excitement when coughing but it is not when the coughing started to disturb my sleep time..
yesterday night trying to sleep.. i think until 3am i still haven't get my eyes closed, cause every time i breath, i can feel the itchiness in my lung or trachea that force me to cough..
i don't knot until what time i cough that night...

by the way, when i wake up this morning.. i suffer muscle pain at my stomach..
huh!!! coughing really make me made a big movement at bed last night..
but dint realize it will till this stage..
damm it

sick!!

based on the title will thought that I'm going to write something sad or emo?
nope nope nope
just fall in sick recently
getting addicted to the feeling of sickness..
although feel so terrible, but then the feeling make me felt so alive.. and it felt so~~~ syok?
hahaha
now coughing~~ wuhoo.. the feeling of coughing is so GREAT, especially when u cough your lung out that time.. the itchiness at your lung. the moment you open your mouth and cough out loud... the moment you trying to cough but you trying to prevented it to cough out..
sore throat is the most interesting part
especially when u trying to swallow your saliva.. when the saliva passes your throat, it feels great

well sick for me is ok but the part i hate the most is dizzy. maybe is family heritage, so i easily get dizzy.. the world are spinning while you are not.. you can felt that the earth are like moving when you stood still at floor.. making me wanna throw up..

im healed from fever, no more dizzy(thanks god)
now suffering
terrible cough, no voice, and my nose are stuck.. i think flu are going to entertain my life soon..
hahahhaha

am i sound crazy????
maybe too long dint fall sick,
so this time really sick till very terrible..
hhaha..
luckily not dengue fever..==

quetion 2

another most suffering thing~~

i think is you are sick but you are alone
at this moment, you will so wish that you are at home..
with your mum care and concerning

sick and suffering yesterday night,
cant sleep
so think a lot
I'm so lucky to sick at home

what will i do if I'm sick and I'm not at house..
sick but still have to go work,
finally cant stand of it and apply leave....