i knew the hate of you for me to stepping into your life

i'm sorry

and

that's the reason

i'll never

never

ever

had any confident

in talking to anyone

it seems like,

knowing me is a mistake

and slowly

it turn to a fault.

tired to tried to please everyone,

i shall be more selfish now.
tired of guessing whether my words hurt anyone,
i shall be more quiet now.
tired of guessing whether my action offence anyone,
i shall less meeting with all of you now.

i shall said thank you, 

to those whom i thought as friends

for making me realize

not to put anymore

trust

hope

into all of you anymore.

they said,
loner should just continue becoming loner
they'll never understand meaning of friend
as they don't have anyone welcoming them as friend.