暗恋 幸福

暗恋是很幸福

没压力

就单纯的喜欢

无限的想象

他，

到底是个怎样的人

他，

可以是个怎样的人

他，

可以跟着我情绪而改变

他，

可以是很多人 任何一个人

他，

在很远 但 很近

虽然知道现实的他

很坏

但

暗恋他

在我幻想世界里

很完美

不懂从几时开始

喜欢一个人发呆

就开始想起他

开始傻傻的笑

梦见他，

多希望可以睡久一点

喜欢听他喜欢的歌

喜欢看他的照片

喜欢听他的声音

喜欢他的歌

喜欢他的可爱

虽然朋友都说他是假的

我还是喜欢

很喜欢 ♥

就这样

我暗恋了许多的人

啊啊~

每天都有不同的暗恋之旅

不必担心，只是写到很开心

夸大很多 :P

너무 너무 너무 좋아해

진짜 행복하기 ♥

*****

最近流行虫虫和猫猫

自己也做了一个

本人最喜欢灰色猫猫

因为 他 也有一个 ^^

procrastinating again

i sleep vigorously when i trying to avoid something..

=.=

spending time thinking what to do and how to do

wasted time which can actually doing it..

yeeehah~!

i wonder with this kind of attitude,

i can or can not survive in the society in future

acting cute might help?

heeeeeeeeeee? :S

sorrie...

i dislike to mirror myself,

one small reason is, i often get shocked by myself O_O

one main reason is, once i look at the mirror, i spend hours on it..

looking at myself for hours~ =.=

i cut my hair..

previously i din't realize

after spend an hour looking at mirror..

i realize, i look fugly!

i regret after looking at the beautiful long fringe by others

should just tahan! :(

=.=

the end

gardening part 2

=.=

the soil is too chemical, the seed wont grow..

SAD.. I'm really looking forward for it to grow,

pop out at least a tiny root will do? :.(

my father and lil bro when to dig another kind of soil from other places..

so i mix those two soil together..

hopefully this time, it will grow~

thanks to my father and lil bro for helping me :D

tomorrow morning have to go out,

several things i need to do:

1) do some survey for item need to buy for school society

2) check out some hat/cap

3) develop my filmsss (if i have money, i think my purse left only RM1 with several coins xD)

4) snap some random pictures?

result release,

though it is not a very good result,

i feel blessed..

little bit disappointed (maybe), study quite hard for several subject but end up.. sigh~

never mind.. try harder for next semester..

semester break gonna end soon!

yeah!

can't wait for it,

think i am recharge for the upcoming semester,

getting more excited maybe because this year gonna end soon..

I'm really looking forward for what is going to be happen next year :P

plus plus,

i think i have get rid a little bit of my stick-to-home diseases,

though home is nice,

but living alone let me have a different perspective on it..

i start to enjoy and live in the word of freedom..

the time left is getting lesser and lesser,

i want to do more, see more, taste more, listen more, sense more and try more

with no regret..

kakaka, I'm getting inspired with those independent living style

watch too much drama and movie,

love the beautiful way they living...

I'm going to be one too in future (hope so :P)

for next upcoming semester

with packed timetable and little add-on schedule..

things will be going to be a little bit busy..

going to make a little pledge here:

1)no skipping class for sleeping

that's all...

end this post with SS pictures...

:P

face getting bigger and eyes getting smaller..

going to stick with spec, at least the spec lenses make my eye slightly bigger xD

and and

my hair..

i don't know how to describe it..

=.=

cut it?

next semester gonna live as one-eyed girl

kns hair :P

recently so into my blog music..

environment make me change to who i am now..

sometime not i don't want

is you make me feel like it is unnecessary to do so..

and in the end,

i will choose to be the one you think i am

you know, i hate you judging me..

misjudging!

you never care and bother to know more about me,

yet you pretend as if you know a lot about me..

and keep telling what you think i am to other people

sigh.. i don't care much and don't want to care much what you tell other people..

i don't want to give back any comment or feedback..

treat it as a joke

did not complain much as i shouldn't blame kids

only kids behave like this...

a place for us

somehow

someday

sometime

somewhere

there is a place for us

6/10/2011

The White

vs

The Black


working is tiring and boring..

to make one pack,

need 100pcs plastic bag..

one plastic approximately one second to make it..

everyday keep counting from one to fifty repeatedly..

time pass so slow,

so sleepy yet can sleep, (one small mistake, say goodbye to your finger)

so tired yet cant rest for more than one minute,

each two minute sit for 20-30 seconds?

no people to see,

only the machine chopping the plastic,

I'm bored till counting each of the plastic..

playing around with ruler..

watching the second ticking tocking...

working is tiring..

back to home,

lying like a dead fish,

doesn't feel like moving.. :P

today went to deliver stock with my dad,

coconut factory..

the first time i see sea of coconut,

the floor is full of coconut shell and coconut dust..

so hard to breath...

no picture took..

hmm, small town at here got so many interesting small industry...

learn lots of thing...

Gardening Diary

is been awhile,

one of my most realistic dream is to see a real sunflower plants..

i never saw a real one before, all this while i get close to fake one or see through pictures..

so i make my mind to plant one!

so i can see the every stage of sunflower growth..

therefore, few months ago (lol, I've been very busy)
I bought a packet of sunflower seed..

heee :)

done a little research,

in order to the sunflower to start bloom,

it need around 3-5months..

hmm, hope i can be able to see them grow~

base on the seed name,

the outcome should be something like the picture belows

omg totally love it ♥, hopefully the package description dint cheat me

with a little strength digging some soil (good soil) from my fathers workplace..

around 100kg? or 80kg? to fill up this 4 'little' pots..

superb thanks to my little brother who done a lot of hard work loading all those heavy packets of soil with me..

i couldn't finish it fast with my own energy..

my mum said, the soil may contain lots of chemical

therefore must be wash by rain (water) for two-three days first..

tadaa~ this is how my little pot looks like...

a big pot, two medium pot and one slightly smaller than the medium one..

pray for a good rain this few days,

so that it can wash away all the chemical for my baby sunflower to grow healthier

i'll update again when i start planting it :)

ps: happy vegetarian days~