为这而留着的原因

还需要多点时间

another platform

this might be the end

but not the death of it

goodbye

The story:

Mr.Motivation started approaches me not long ago..

But,sadly,

They killed him right in front of me

My bestfriends, Ms.Confident and Mr.Courage

couldn't accept the fact that Mr.Motivation is dead and ran away from me..

leaving me alone to gone through

the pathetic silent dark week..

sigh..

Since then,

Every night, i cry and mourn.

Everyday i hope and pray,

That Madam Miracle would appear and bring them back to me again..

i couldn't accept the fact that they are gone now

i am alone now

and disturbed by Mr.Alone who is trying to seduce me migrating to the Emo country,

every single night!

the story continue~~

I tried not to go into the social world so much

afraid that i get even sad when i saw how happy others are..

lot of things twisting in my mind lately

and i don't even know what i am burdened with

what my mind is troubling my emotional with

maybe staying alone, facing the walls every night

talking only to myself

is driving me sadly

我很丑 所以我很想变美

我很羡慕你的美

我很笨 所以我很想变聪明

我很羡慕你的聪明

我很穷 所以我很想变有钱

我很羡慕你那么有钱

我什么都没有 所以我很想拥有一切

我很羡慕你能拥有一切

我好可悲

好像没权利去要求

也没权利去争取

肯定失败

发现自信非常恨我

离我很远很远

keep on changing till i did not recognize myself anymore

原来 已经那么多年了

累了 淡了

所以 再也不期望

鼓起勇气的能力都没了

原来我 一个人

唱不出一首歌

会很想哭