after the whole day,
I'm back to my dearest hometown..
when i wake up, spend a lot of time..
re think what had i done for this week
some how, i feel a bit guilty for what ever complaining that i done to everyone...
i don't have the right to report at some one..
after all, we are still classmate...
feeling damn guilty..
I'm a jerk after all..
whatever thing that done by me
all are LIED?
i don't know what am i writing here..
if i can turn back the time for today..
i wish i did not done all the complaining and reporting stuff
and...
sorry
really sorry,
for the way i act...
after coming to here, I'm acting so differently, so not me..
and when i go home..
i seems avoid to have a conversation with my parent..
then, my dad ask me..
how is your study?
seriously i am stunt..
i feel like i really did not put any damn effort to revise for the exam..
the stupid assignment is haunting me everyday....
jealous of other people exam result..
what more i can expect..
I'm the one should be blame for everything that happen...
I'm so sad and disappointed with myself..
it seems that I'm back to the past life again..
i really don't have the mood to do any communication with people right now..
everything that come out from my mouth is just complaining and complaining of the miserable life that I'm have right now..
really tired
when i came home..
i see how my parent worked hard just to keep me further my study at here..
i really hate myself...
assignment really make me pissed off...
I'm doing all the thing, not to say all the thing..
before this few days..
doing all the thing alone..
crying and thinking why am i have to face this kind of problem..
other people is pitying on other who did not done any effort or contribution for the assignment..
how come no one pity me?
not even a thanks?
forget it.. this thing is over...
i hope i wont facing this problem again next semester...
why my other friend seems have an enjoyable foundation life?
i really had no EQ since i come here..
every time i type a blog at here..
my tear started to flow..
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since i stopped by, thought i should leave my footsteps here once in a while if you don't mind : )
IMHO, just my opinion... study hard for foundation if you want scholarship @ degree. else, enjoy foundation life but make sure you dont fail!
group assignment sucks, i know that. but not if you divide the jobs. draw out a plan, do subtopics title, then divide. if dividing seems unfair to some members, use lucky drawing!
broaden your eyesight, look at things differently.
u can be selfish sometimes cuz it doesn't hurt anyone if timing is right.
you can complain little things, rant at your close friends, but dont make it too biased.
(off-topic)Your font is killing my eyes.
you want convert to computer science, BRUSH UP YOUR MATHSSSSSSS. VERY teh important lor.
I may be a stranger to you now and might pissed u off telling these things, but heck, why hate yourself when so many ppl loves you?
Also,
You want go home from kampar, Check and see if im going back or not so i can fetch you along if its convenient for me(im selfish).
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