understand?

haih....
talk more wrong more, must learn to control my mouth again..
once i started to crap, i will talk without thinking other people feelings..

who should i seek for helped?
TT
they just don't understand that they really not understand what I'm trying to let them understand
they are not bother to understand it also..
people are selfish i guess
so should i continue understand other whom are not bother to understand me?
understand what i want?
understand what i need?
understand my feeling? my emotion?

but before i continue this
i think i should ask myself..
am i really that important for people to understand me?
am i worth?

from the start till now,
i observe...
i feel...
and all this make me believe of what i belief...


I'm so sorry to say that,
you did not understand me
and i did not understand you as well
forever there will be a gap between us...
that separate us...


no one in this world understand me more than this rejected bloggies
no one in this world will listen so much from me except rejected bloggies
no one that i will dare to seek except here...
when problem occur, other will find their friend, sibling or parent to share it all..
but me..

until the problem is over..
only i will tell it out
when that time come for me to tell..
is the same expression and responses again...

don't you get the point that i am
lonely?
XD