two people

when you think you are the most miserable people in the world for a particular moment..
look at the people around you..
do you feel think that you deserved to blame on everything? complain on everything?
then what does other people feel?
while you get the best at here,
you have everything that other wish wanted to have..
and yet..
you still complain unstop
and some more complain it to the other that are more 'unlucky'
now think back, feeling guilty to complain to certain people...

the reason why i hate to talk to you:
actually there are time,
i really dislike the way you talk?
you never give chances to other to talk
and even if you do..
you will eventually make mine things and converted it to your's topic..
so you will be the attention of the other
you tell me to spread all the unhappy thing to you,
but do you ever listen?
i can please you, you are not happy, you need silent, i will do it for you
but you never done this to me before...


do anyone at least understand what i really need!!!
i need to sleep!!
cant you all just buy food for me since you all are going out also..
maybe lack of sleep, so im complaining non-stop

i got the feeling of what you had experienced now
maybe im the type who a bit optimistic, so this feeling are gone...
not to say gone,
reduce in a level that at least i wont feel like wanna cry for no reason?

and you..
make me got a shock..
because you are more emo than me..
actually i wanted to know what happen to you..
you seems under a lot of pressure but you say your not
you move out and dint tell us the reason..
im not the type who are good in giving advices...
i really dont know want how to help you out..

'can i die?'
if you got this kind of thought and you telling me,
i dare to say that you wont do this..
and i hope you wont...