tell myself..

don't cry!

don't be a cry baby like last time...

cry mean i lose to stress..

need to bare through this stage...

what should i do to overcome this feeling

not feeling good

try not complaining..

end up feeling so down..

if i complained, what people will think bout me?

suck it up! your own problem what..

Don't give me hope..

Don't bring me hope..

This kind of action,

will make me expect things gonna happen..

i put lots of expectation toward it...

Orz

deep thought,

only realize....

please just let me had more courage..

i wonder, can i dump it all and move on..

if that is what you meant,

i will put less expectation,

i will be more silent,

i wont stress anyone with my own problem..

i just wish the night be a bit longer,

i wanna stare at the darkness a bit longer...

the boring, simple and normal life...

my eye keep dropping tear of pain recently...

without me knowing it,

it started to flow down..

im turning to be hater..

i hate everything around me,

i hate everything that they did..

i hate myself

i hate them...

i hate the life..

i hate it all..

i hate

hate

HATE

I am drowning in the sea of depression..