Edit Picture

I've try to editing the picture by only changing the color tones..

only changing the color tones of a picture can make a lot of differences..

Using an Meitu picture editing software..

this is some of the result..

1. Original

100% no edit..

Capture using K750i(2mp)

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what is so weird is,

i cant get edit back one 100% the same with each other pictures..

too many combination~

i like!

Random Picture

some random picture i taken for the last two weeks~

it sucks!!

should learn ways to take a better picture before i buy a compact cam or DSLR~

I ❤ MCD breakfast..

2 pack of creamer

3 pack of sugar~

The morning scenery in my hostel

to the lake~

recently keep awake till the morning..

the school

when rocky banana vs rocky chocolate

i still prefer rocky chocolate

^^

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Panaroma~ing

That all

thanks for viewing~

comment are appreciated^^

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oh ya~

i register my course today

this will be the timetable that will accompany for the next five month next year

6 subject with only 4 with CGPA counted..

still considering to add in one more subject..

Stop Child Abuse

I've get to know about a real story that happen long time ago around 1991,

where the step mum abuse her daughter till died..

I wonder,

why human can be so cruel in treating those children who are unable to protect themselves and fight for their rights..

The picture below are taken when she was admitted at the hospital..

for more story detailed story..

please click on HERE

[sorry, is in Chinese]

for video of this pity little girl..

please click on HERE

I really did not wanted to see all those kids being abused..

being treated even more worst than the house's pet...

Everyone are born to be loved..

Those kids who constantly being abused normally suffer serious mental illness..

they tend to shut themselves from the world..

some may suffer serious injury when they being rescue out from the pain,

and leave those permanent scar on their body and mind..

The worst of all is,

the kids never learn to smile..

the meaning of smile..

the meaning of love..

If parents unable to bring up the child well,

why bring them to the world on the very first place??

Smile from the kids

=)

Would you can be so heartless and take it away from them?

Children who are being abused normally did not know they are being abused..

Every single day,

they live in fear..

they live in pain..

We should help them to get rid from those pain and fear,

Together, we should raise our hand up..

Protecting those smile..

so that it will never faded away~

=)

Find out more on what we can do to help those kids in unicef

Let spread the word to all the people

❤

Cyberlink Youcam

Addiction in playing with my baby webcam..

xD

thanks to a friend of mine who introducing me using Cyberlink Youcam..

i found photography of own portraits can be that interesting~

xD

having fun laughing at myself~

haha!

you guys should try it out too..

01. normal picture of myself

02.SS~ing warm up 1st

03.xD never saw the many of me before

04. this pose very cute de ler

but i look like evil witch trying to force princess eat apple

hahahaa

05. this effect not bad ler,

emo picture!

Jeng Jeng Jeng!

BEWARE~ the stupid me

xD

06. i look so square with my ulti-mouth size

07. this is the legendary "ha mou san gong"蛤蟆神功

i succeeded learn till level 9

xD

08. trying to be sexy!

oh yeah i did it~

i look sexy ler~

09. the avatar me..

just that I'm not born in blue color~

10. a Love face shape..

just for you!

thanks for watching...

^^

try out the free trial version of

Cyberlink Youcam

BoyFriend n GirlFriend

I used to teased my brother who are still single..

till now I'm still teasing him and of course he will tease me back..

NOW,

I'm in the age where the elder started to ask me to look for a boyfriend..

especially now in university~

my mum never say a word,

she love to said that

LOVE=FATE

or maybe she just knew that with my personality and attitude and the appearance..

no hope lar~

haha!

but yeah,

i do believe in it..

I still haven't found my fate yet..

but I'm not really hunger for it..

anyway..

thanks for concerning..

talking bout this stuff is quite embarrassing and awkward..

(-^.^-)

i think when the fate had come,

i had no courage to face it also..

my requirement is very high de ler.. hahahaha

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one song to share out~

very suit the lazy evening mood with a hot cup of tea n feeling the breeze of the wind in my home couch~

❤

spare some time n listen

I never try hard enough..

I never had the heart to push me to try hard enough..

I'm getting lazier as day pass..

Internet may help U

and

Internet may kill U too

though i did not worth for it..

i still want it so badly..

it had been on my mind since then...

when i will be able to hold on to it..

DIZZY

So jealous of them..

every week like so free..

taking too much subject really challenging my mind..

though i did not spend lot of time in studying..

but is hard to be home alone and yet can't go back to my hometown..

my mind is so tired..

staying just only at home and facing only laptop really tiring..

early in the morning wake up face the laptop till before i close my eye, the last thing i saw is also laptop..

where is my life???!!!

i should have limit myself not to log in to the evil website again..

I'm too free have nothing to do and think lots of unnecessary stuff~

hate myself because of that..

hate today so much

suddenly being attack by dizzy..

after eating the medicine bring no effect except more dizzy..

can't even face the note right now..

tomorrow some more will face another exam..

TT

sudden miss of home when i called back home...

feel a little more sad when i heard he also back to the home already just now..

T.T

I'm sound so baby~

pathetic!

U Are Not A Friend

when friend get to different path..

things will be different

damn different..

i thought that we will share the same common interest again...

but,

hell NO..

people tend to forget bout you..

sometimes u try to make some effort to be good to them or what..

people will just ignore you directly..

reject you directly

PAIN LER~

I'm bad, i will purposely ignore you once awhile for letting you know the feeling of mine when you reject me last time..

it doesn't work well...

=(

but then..

maybe I'm not that good enough for you..

you will ask everyone except me..

there are time,

where i really hate you..

you only find me when problem come to you...

when there is leisure time or anything that good or whatever is it..

[i don't know what the damn thing is since you never ask me into it]

ya.. you never ask me..

just like what i say just now..

you ask everyone except me..

but the main thing i hate about is..

when you tell me bout what he or she did..

hah~

is not really a very good feeling..

i envy,

i disappointed..

not to say that

you keep rejected all my invitation

all my offer..

and everything...

it make me sick and tired facing you..

even talking to you..

or even msn~ing..

like i was the one forcing you to type thing out or whatever..

friend for you is?

let me define what friend means for you in my perception

[what i think about you]

you only befriend with those who bring benefit to you

those who are not, you hate them but you never say it out or express it out

[this is the most horrible thing]

lastly, the most important one..

you only like to befriend with those who are HANDSOME, PRETTY...

is too obvious,

really obvious~

till the other friends of mine who did not know you well ask me about it..

i just tell them,

i don't know~ is your problem...

maybe I'm too fugly to be listed in your 'friend-list'..

i am so disappointed

so damn disappointed with you..

maybe i define wrong bout you..

maybe it is my fault on the very first place..

you and i

will never be the same again..

friendship between you and i that i expected to be on the very first place..

will ruin by my very own mind..

sorry

sorry if i make anyone offended..

sorry if i make you realize that I'm talking bout you..

hate me? GO AHEAD!!

since you never treat me as a friend pun...

blek!!

This Friend of Mine

there is a friend of mine..

came from the same hometown..

studying in a very same university..

what make us difference is..

every night,

i go out eat with friends..

This friend of mine,

eat only maggi and bread plus tuna..

and suprisingly,

this friend of mine..

seldom go out eat..

every night,

i went out yum cha~ing, online till the sunrise, assignment~ing last minute...

This friend of mine,

sleep early early..

every weekend,

if i got the chances to back hometown,

i follow my friends car,

or jump to the bus and fly back home..

This friend of mine,

ride motor from here to hometown..

riding solo~~

I wish

to end my university life so damnly,

i make every semester credit hour full!!

This friend of mine,

choose another courses to easier the study,

the very same course,

from 3 years to 4 years..

i am so swt!!!

but i really salute This friend of mine..

worship U!!!!

u very hor liao!!!

all the best to you in Sungai Long...

will deeply miss you

maybe sometime xD

This Friend of Mine

reject

why people can reject me that easily..

I'm still scare..

to go,

to do,

everything...

ALONE...

i have zero confidence in asking for help now..

i have zero confidence to ask someone accompany me awhile now..

especially when it come to them..

everything that i asked keep rejected..

all what i can do now is waited for you to find me...

maybe I'm just not very important in your life compare to other friends of your..

i should learn to reject once awhile..

I'm so down..

i put so much effort in it..

and yet i failed to do it..

i really don't know what i should do right now..

it felt like my life is totally messed up..

=(

i should hold it..

but not today..

not after what I've done

not after what I've gone through these few days..

I'm extremely-officially tired and exhausted

TT

My Hate

maybe other will think my hate toward you is cruel as friend..

but....

the real intention were not 100% in hate..

i was hoping,

you to turn more into a person who i wanted to..

maybe you didn't,

that why i get annoyed..

I care bout you

that the reason

why i hate you

it is stupid

but i do hope for your forgiveness

when you realize how bad i am someday..

Untitle

I'm awaken from daydreaming~

have no where to go

have nothing to do

here i am again

waiting for new notification

waiting for new mail

waiting for new update

waiting for new response

waiting for new message

waiting for a called

waiting to see a new tab appearing

waiting it to be complete

my life is full of waiting..

i still doesn't have the courage to break through the waiting..

though people said,

life is short,

try everything and speak out..

I'm still too afraid to face it..

I'm afraid of failure

I'm afraid of rejection

hmmm..

Fragile

Life is fragile..

Cherish it..

Love people around you while you could..

We will never knew what will happen next..

All what i can wish is

the safety of all the people i love and i care the most..

though i don't know you,

but i still feel very sad..

maybe I'm wrong..

to think bout death of me every time..

maybe I'm scared..

that my friends will accidentally end up just like you..

rest in peace..

You're in the arms of the angel, May you find some comfort there

p/s: Fuck that damn-asshole-brainless Doctor, even if u survive from the law.. i wish ur children will end up being crashed by someone like you..

Happy Birthday

A simple post...

Just to wish some one happy birthday~

for the one behind me..

ya

she look like this

haha!

Happy 20~ing

nothing wanna give you

your birthday fall on the day where i really broke~ing

so really paiseh ar...

but i really really sincere

wanna say it out loud

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Looking into your eye..

make me realize

I'm weak

I'm stupid

I'm not insane

recently just insomnia..

feel so sorry for myself if i choose to sleep..

rather spend my time blogging, reading and see

the life of other..

and learn the best from them..

started to dislike NORMAL..