the test had pass several day..

i try my best not to remember or recall anything about it..

this is the worst exam i done since i enter university..

is only the first semester i successfully ruin my CGPA..

i don't even feel sad bout it or what during the exam week..

but now,

i started to shivering and cant even imagine what will happen if i really failed any..

to think of it..

there really some exam where i blanked almost 50% of the paper..

i do hope I'm bluffing and everything i type here is nothing but a shit..

uh uh~

i do plan wanna become an otaku for the rest of my holidays..

shut myself from the world again...

I'm lazy and kind of regretting it..

it doesn't felt as excited as what i felt from the start..

I'm tired to go out so far away from my bed, my pillow, my blanket for so many day..

plus..

the failure to get a good result really break my spoil..

it feel like I'm not eligible to go for it..

I'm not deserve it~

i really feel sorry for both of my parent..

i did not even dare to ask more for pocket-money...

to end this post..

i would like to say to some people:

I seriously ENVY U

My MUET Teacher

the title sound as if I'm writing essay for UPSR~

but this is what i wanna write today..

my MUET teacher..

i never like him..

because i felt he never like me either..

I'm not his favorite students..

most of his class i remain in silent..

he remember almost everyone in my class except for me i guess..

he never call me for anything..

I'm almost can be labelled as invisible in his class..

but then,

he is a nice man, only show it to the student he like..(so it's not me)

what so memorable about him is the stories he used to share with us..

repeating the story every time he started to lecture..

some great story that still in my mind is

1. How he met with Princess Diana that stop to buy IceCream and give a smile to him
2. Mercedes's owner that stop in front of his house to collect tin
3. Kingston University~(his Pride)
4. The Brain he drew in every of his 1st class..
5. Last but not least is Creative Logical Thinking Skill.. The thesis he wrote for his degree..

i still remember his face~

i can imagine he is standing and smiling satisfied with all the great work he done to make student remember him..

God Bless U and may U rest in peace..

Mint Paper Project Vol.3

just found out another Korean-indie albums..

can check more of it at MintPaper

This website is CUTE..

so in love with the Korean..

super in love with it..

I just love what I'm love now

but for now..

i love all this songs below~~

get to know bout this album from 10cm..

the title of the song is as nice as the song itself...

what make it feel difference for me is..

i don't understand what they sing..

i wanted to learn so desperately.. =(

Mint Paper Project Vol.3: LIFE

01 오늘밤은 어둠이 무서워요 – 10cm [The darkness tonight is scary]

02 포근해 – 성진환 [cozy]
03 팝콘 – 데이브레이크(Daybreak) [Popcorn]

04 good bye – 랄라스윗

05 유통기한 – 좋아서 하는 밴드 [Expiration Date]
06 우리집 싱어 – 이아립 [Our Home Singer]
07 오늘은 휴일입니다 – 한희정 [Today is Holiday]
08 끝없는 이야기 – 이능룡 with 임주연 [Endless Story]
09 구제불능 – 옥상달빛 [Hopeless]
10 고향에 살어리랏다 – 론리 허스 밴드(Lonely H’s Band) [Survive in Hometown]
11 달빛 스쿠터 – 네온스(neons) [Moonlight Scooter]
12 무지개 – 나루(naru) [Rainbow]
13 취미는 사랑 – 가을방학 [Autumn Vacation - Hobby is love]
14 주성치와 함께라면 – 달빛요정역전만루홈런 [Being together with Stephen Chow]
15 겨울아침 – 오지은 [Winter Morning]
16 하쿠나마타타 – 세렝게티(Serengeti) [Hakuna Matata]

TT

today i receive a bad news..

Jenpoo is officially closed..

RIP

one by one this kind of forum are leaving..

and hard to find a nice and good one..

huhu..

PARTY time~

Oh yeah~

one more week before the arrival of final exam...

i played really hard for the last two days..

BBq night..

is been a long long time i never BBq..

it is fun to burn the chicken wing..

but in the end i prefer BBq the hamburger meat..

hoho..

the most funky moment is after the BBq event..

we went to the lake and have a 'little' drink..

i purposely wanna make myself a bit bit drunk..

ngek..

i really enjoy what i done for yesterday night..

is been a long long time i never hang out with my girl friends..

went to ABC to drink..

some unknown treated us..

aiya.. all of us feel so zha dao did not order food or more expensive food..

hoho...

then we went to MM for second round..

thanks to MonKuen for asking us out..

Thanks to YinChing for organized it..

Thanks to Shyuan for the unlimited talking..

Thanks to the unknown for treating us drink..

haha~

it is a nice yum-cha session..

after we end yum-cha~ing..

my housemate ask me to Ipoh MCD

without think twice or thrice,

we jump to the car and straight go to there..

after finish MCD,

they suggested to eat breakfast at Tronoh..

we not sure where it is..

but we manage to get to a place call Tronoh Mines after 1 hour an a half drive from Ipoh MCD..

we passes through lots of ulu ulu places before we get there but Tronoh Mines can be considered as a kampung kecil also..

maybe it is still too early(around 5 am)

and is dark.. we cant find any shop..

so we went further a bit and we reached Kg.Tualang and then Malim Nawar..

Interesting..

is like we are driving around the whole Hilir Perak..

we went back to Ipoh for dim sum breakfast..

so tired..

too tired..

so we cancel the Cameron trip..

and went back to sleep..

thanks to my housemate, ChinLan and her Bf, ZhiHong for bringing me go along..

haha..

sorry for all those broken English..

i wanna quickly type all this story before i forget the feeling..

Wrong is wrong

I'm so fed up today..

i know is my fault..

i admitted it..

but why people keep on splash unnecessary stuff inside..

wrong is wrong..

no matter how hard i try to explain..

they never listen..

if i argue it more, everyone will get tensed up..

so i better shut up and let them continue..

TT

so damn pissed off!

the stupid flexi timetable..

they said we are given chances to choose the time..

but most of the subject, only given one class to choose..

so what is the point of letting us choose?

today is not my day TT

everything just doesn't went right

it sound like i screwed my life..

by the way..

today,

a friend of mine announce she is already taken~

congratz to her^^

...

later around 7am will off to the hospital at Ipoh..

gonna spend one day at there to accompany her..

something have to cut off at the feet..

this is an early symptom..

slowly, the whole leg will be cut off..

this is the most horrible way to die..

it take time,

the process is pain..

and it make others life difficult including oneself..

i think the most scary part is being alone at the hospital..

think of nothing but the probability that the next day you wake up..

you no longer can stand, walk, run and jump like the way you use to be..

even there is moral support from friends and family..

it still hurt..

thinking that you will be useless person that needed to be help by others to move on..

is it never too late to regret and start to make things right, is it?

this had been in my mind recently..

what will happen to me if i lost my legs or hands..

i should relieve and grateful that i am born perfectly..

this few weeks, i had been torturing my body so much..

with the unbalance sleep time and diet..

now i can feel that my stomach started to growl in pain...

no worry everyone..

I'm still healthy

i guess...

i wanna jump the topic into education..

i mean my study stories..

nothing special..

just that,

till this moment..

i still thought that,

i might have chosen the wrong course..

i try to convince myself that it will get easier and i will adapt to this subject..

but it's not..

too many stuff that suppose to be a common sense but i still don't know about it...

then i also realize,

is never been in my list that i will end up in the field that I'm studying...

just hope that things will get little bit easy to follow soon...