fake picture

i never believe people in picture
because photo published are mostly fake
thanks to a software that written by genius
picture editing..
actually I've been playing with this software ever since i knew how to SS
so I'm part of this people..
but today, i went further..
totally transformation.. (actually only the head part)
i snap the most ugly picture of me,
and i go and edit it until it became like this...



actually not so nice compare it to a pro..
but it is too obvious I've done a lot of editing on the face part and eyes..
wow!! and now, even my face have became thinner and smaller..
==''
nothing to proud of actually..
because, my real face is like this
(no laughing n criticism)



guess that, before editing the picture look nicer...
ahaha
feel disgust looking at the fake me..
actually, i just wanna tell you all
DO NOT EVER BELIEVE PRETTY GIRL IN PICTURE
wanna praise me pro in editing picture?
haha..
wanna me help you edit one?
pm me..
hohoho...

Crowd VS Yoga

Crowd Lu 卢广仲– Seven Days 七天
Release Date: October 30, 2009


Track List:
01. Oh Yeah!!!
02. 七天 (7 Days)
03. Tomato
04. 愛情，習作 (Love, Exercise)
05. I No
06. 開心餐廳 (Happy Restaurant)
07. 吉米寶貝 (Jimmy Baby)
08. 風雨 (Wind And Rain)
09. A
10.最寂寞的時候 (The Loneliest Time)
11.聽見了嗎? (Have You Heard?)
12.再見勾勾 (Goodbye Hooks)

Yoga Lin 林宥嘉– Senses Around 感官世界
Release Date: October 30, 2009


01. Intro - 關於我 (Intro - Something About Me)
02. 解High人 (The Spoiler)
03. 看見什麼吃什麼 (You Are What You Eat)
04. 耳朵 (Deaf In Love)
05. 飄 (Gone With The Wind)
06. 說謊 (Fairy Tale)
07. 心酸 (Heartbreak)
08. 唐人街 (China Town)
09. 歇斯底里 (Hysteria)
10. 另一個自己 (Another Me)
11. 感同身受 (Sense)




OMG!! just download the yoga album..
that release at the forum not long ago..
but today just at noon... crowd album pop out..
sorry too long never update with Chinese song news..
but still manage to download the song album 1st before even radio promote it..
guess that I'm still alive in this music world..
muahahaahaha~~
(sorry don't even understand what am i crapping, too excited)

but yoga and crowd?
i of course will choose crowd!!!
update again later..
busy....
+U!!
i just love your nerd personality... hahaha

credit to z-degree.net

be yourself?

there is a thing that people tell us on how to became a better person
just be yourself, do not live just to pleasure others
i really do not believe in this
be yourself? yeah..
some people might can successfully did this,
and became a person that other people care for..
but behind every thing there sure be a poison sting..
people are realistic.. this is the truth, because I'm one of them..
people just love to back stab each others
whenever they met, they only talk bout gossip..
seems like gossip connect ppl together...
so does people really care for you?
or there is a meaning behind it?

but as for them,
i guess people love them...
A LOT!!
one of them tell me that, he did not understand why the other one seems to be so cold toward this friendship..
and blame the one?
but did you all what actually is the problem?
i guess i knew..
but i wouldn't wanted to tell out..
but i blog bout this before...
he would not get the point what I'm trying to tell him
so better just said I DON"T KNOW
three word to survive in this complicated and cruel world..


but i do no live to pleasure others..
phrase that my friends teach me
i just talk to people i wanted to....
i do it quite obviously i guess..
there is a reason for why i did not wanted to talk to you
or even look at you...
maybe this is my problem..
I'm arrogant and snob..
but I'm not that important for you to talked to right?
and you only talked to me when you are far away from them..
I'm just a puppet to entertain you...
or i did not know how to communicate with people
people started not to pay any attention to me anymore..
whatever thing that i said is just wind that passes by their ears..
i really appreciate those who are still listening to me..
that's is real friends
while others, only talked just to get advantages from me..
i just cant help myself thinking that,
people interact with people are for a purpose...
until now it is still the same,
maybe because of that, i did not wanted to talked to you

I'm in love to keep my mouth shut...
wearing a earphone doesn't mean i did not listen...
sometime, i just wear it purposely because i did not want to talk,
but i do listen

i like to talk only with my best friend here...
whatever important things that i am doing here..
one call or message to go out..
i will willing to dump all those thing and go out..
as that is the only way,
i can be myself..
i can talk whatever i want
i can talk fast and loud...

I'm getting deaf as day pass..
maybe the effect of using headphone too much..
people around me that close to me knew that there is something wrong with my ear..
but others.. they thought I'm fooling them..
but sorry to those who i had make them feel that i did not respect them in a conversation
maybe i should just nod nod my head and smile, even though i did not understand what are you trying to telling me..
people that don't understand it and might think i talk loud purposely,
but they did not know the reason why I'm talking that loud..
learn to lower my volume and slower the speed at here...
even feel suffocate when i try to talk...


recently i really think a lots..
but i cant express those feeling i have in my heart in word
the fear i had freak me..
haunting me everyday..
whenever i think back, tears drop...
suddenly i feel a fear,
and this fear had been with me this few days,
but i just don't know why i feel like that...
I'm scaring myself..

i just cant help myself to hate you...
I'm the jerk...

previous week,
i wanted to stay here with them..
but maybe the one had left
i don't know why, i cry after you left...
less one person in my life to talked with...
even now, i still cant accept it..
whenever im think of this..
i started to cry..

this week,
im trying to go home badly..
since they all seems not bother at all..
why should i?
just forget it...
I'm the jerk...

and for you:
no reason for you to think a lots..
at least you knew who are the person that you can trust here..
you just don't realize,
there is a lot of people love the way you are...
the talent you have....
at least
you have lots of friends behind you to support you...
people love to be friend with you...
attraction!! understand???


maybe i should just change my blog link..
to totally separate them with me...
is this the reason for me to use to escape myself from reality?
aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

rain from evening to midnight...
i love the moment when it started to rain..
love it the most when all of the people at the house
gather together..
i really love my housemates..
all of them are so nice and friendly

before started to blog..
i had lots of things on my mind that i wanna to write it down at here..
but whenever i started to blog, i forget it all


today i suppose to went out celebrate my friends birthday
okay i admit i lazy to go out...
but the 2nd reason that i did not wanted to go out
is i afraid going out alone
whenever all my classmates are meeting at mamak stall middle of the night,
i will reject their invitation
but i will go together with my housemate or friends
is because they live near to me
and we went out together but not alone
quite scary to go out alone from here..
excuses are just excuses to covered the mistake
but
still the same phrase
my existing are not important..
people will still have fun...
(i tell this phrase to my bro friend, and he said that i totally sound like my bro)

there are once my friend tell me that
people that study at the school with only one sex..
(which mean boy school and girl school)
got problem in communication with other
compare with those who study in mix school..
some of it might true,
because the some of it is me..
i started to really mix with boy friends are when i entered form6..
people may not realize
but my hand will sweat when i talked with the opposite sex
hard to understand the way they think..
so i like to observe the way they talk or react
and i understand that all of them love to mix or be friend with those who are attractive..
because my brother and my cousin are all like this...
keep critic on those who are born fat or ugly..
==''
it is not my fault to born ugly...
but although their mouth are so stink(mean talked without considerate on other's feeling)
but they still have lots of pretty girl friends..
i seldom see a ugly one snap picture together with them..
and that make me realize of one point
people are realistic...
or I'm the one who are realistic??

by the way..
i think i never mention before..
as my age grew older..
i started to hate birthday
maybe because, a lot of people that i expecting they will remember
but at the end they forget..
so..
not so many people really remember my birthday...
while other love to have a party for their birthday..
i love only silent dinner with no wishes or present or cake
just a normal day... nothing special i guess...
a day where we are one step closer to death..
a day for us to realize, we are getting older
I'm no longer a kid or teenager
stepping into the other stage of life
dealing with lots of problem...

friend tell me to enjoyed my university life
as when you started to work,
you will find yourself busy and
had no time to rest...

okay..
I'm enjoying..........

pain...

i think it is getting more worst before i came here
the pain were unbearable..
and there are something inside were being force to came out..
but i just keep holding it...
pain and nausea
haih...
i hope I'm not the chosen one..
but it chosen me..
TT
when will it attack again...

today i even late for class..
i remember i set up alarm 3 hour earlier and keep on snoozing until i wake up
i cant remember when is the time i off the alarm..

things are getting easier from start
but it getting more and more complicated..
things that i hope not going to happen
is happening again..
maybe from the start, i shouldn't take all the responsibility..
i tried to pushed it away,
but the thing i hate keep being push to me again..
I'm not really that strong..
just independent need the rejected to act strong to keep holding on
before the rejected fell down..
why other can be the one and i cant?
why they can get it and i cant?
why other deserve and i don't?
why people think for other but not me?
the why started to pop out again..
just like the previous semester..
the previous semester totally freak me out..
only my best friend at here, really know what happened..
so now, before everything start in this semester...
I'm became so uncomfortable..
each classes totally freak me to attend it..

keep telling myself that
things have a good and bad points..
maybe this is not that bad..
at least i experience this...
university life sound fun from the outside,
but, it is not...
today i think a lots...
maybe because of the pain,
i tend to keep my mouth shut and concentrate on music or lectures
so that it will slightly decrease the pain..
think of going home,
where i can hide myself in my bedroom..
my comfort zone...
time pass so fast...............
i wanted to procrastinate!!!!!
but due to my previous failure..
i think i did not deserve it..
another failure will drag me into the pool of shit
why they born so clever??? why why why

people say,
you are not clever is OK.. as long you are hardworking..
you can be as clever as them..
hard work? how only it counted as hard work?
i said i am hardworking..
but they will said I'm not
i said I'm not clever
but they said I'm clever..
clever this word really give pressure
just because i success one time,
doesn't mean i will for the other times..
i try to keep low profile,
but people around me just don't get it..
praising got limitation..
there are people who love to be praise..
but praising to me.. i will think a lots..
just because I'm a thinker..
whatever compliment to me(no matter is fake or truth)
i will treat it as a fake (some kind of teasing)
and so do jokes...
limit it...
i used to joke a lots, until i realize that
i hurts lots of people feelings..
so i shut up
and let others to jokes on me
maybe this is the cause and effect..
i jokes on other, so people fooled back me
i accepted all this with no complain...
is good to see other laugh instead of crying...


maybe this time it will be easy than the previous one..
and now.. i had to stop
sleep is important for me..
the only things that can entertained me..


[life seems so simple for her]

林宥嘉-说谎

is been a week i never listen to songs...
very miss my music folder..
and i found some new songs..
all of it are superb nice...
and this is one of the songs that i like..

I NEVER LIED
林宥嘉-说谎


even change my blog's music to this songs..
haha~~
maybe i love some of the meaning of this songs

i never lied and i have no reason to lied you
but people never take whatever thing that i said seriously
not to said everyone.. maybe some topic...
just for my friends and not included my friends i met at here...
I'm not trying to said I'm upset with it,
just...
nothing, i also don't know why I'm typing this...

i changed into a very serious and cold blooded people
things that hilarious or disgust people,
seems cant please me? how to said this in words..
or an example:
people now love to post video on YouTube...
especially those disgusting video with the head separate into two or the person die or other stuff...
people that watch it will find it disgusting and close it immediately,
but for me, i had no feeling toward all those video...
maybe this is normal, is me that think too much


it seems that thunder are attacking the town this few days,
although not raining,
but i can see those flashes at the sky whenever i looked at the sky
love to looked at the sky, although I'm not talented in observing stars
but i just love to looked at the sky..
whenever I'm free,
i just love to spend my time looking at the sky
especially the cloud and the color of the blue sky...

my weird hobby,
i also love to watch people,
observing people
observe what are they doing or their expression when they seriously doing something or talking something..
people thought i listened to them when i looked at them when they talked..
actually I'm not.. i mean for most of the time..
when I'm looking somewhere else, actually, that is the time i listened to them the most..
when i realize that i make i straight eye contact with the other person when talking,
my eyes will run away..
i thought I'm weird, until you told me you also is that kind of people
but too bad you had left..

had some deep conversation with my friend and housemates


you asked me whether I'm in love before or not..
or people got chased me or not..
the answer i tell you that time are the truth..
is it weird? or is it a problem?
when I'm in secondary school, i really wanted to have one..
but now, it never cross my mind..
just like what i tell you,
my life also is a mess..
how can i accompany another one?
is a big responsibility.. for my opinion...
to find another one to accept the way i am is hard..
same to you....
and sorry, they give me the impression that they are these kind of people,
so it is hard for me to accept them..
you said this is just my perception of view, but i just cant help thinking that they are these kind of people...


believe in the life after death?
i think the only things that will scared me is ghost..
although they never appear in my life before..
but i do believe they exist..
today i read a book of dharma..
the cause and effect..
sorry no offense, but for me it is ridiculous..
i do believe in the cycle of life,
believe in cause and effect..
but the thing stated on the booked are ridiculous..
not everything, but some...
and we talked bout this,
argument occur...
people done bad in the previous life,
so this life, they are born not in a very good condition..
so we need not have to pity them.. because they deserve it, based on what they had done in previous life..
so what we should do? laugh at them? then next life, we will be borned into some one that give other to laughed or look down at..
all this thing are too hard to understand..
because I'm not really a Buddha follower..
half pile water only...
but i do respect my religion and other religions...

interesting topic to talked to..
but cant comment too much of it..
later next life, i will became a mute or disabled person
this is the cause and effect...
XD

i had sleep a total of 24 hour and more since I'm back home yesterday
and yet
i still feel very tired and sleepy..

did not bring my laptop back together with me
trying to get rid of it..
trying not to get addicted of it..
and i guess i did it
==
specially thanks to my housemates,
who drag all the line to watch their favourite drama...==
except sleep and eat
i don't know what else i can do at there...

today when i woke up,
i tell my mum i wanna go and straighten my hair..
and to my surprise,
she said..
OK, go and fill your bottle with water and lets go now, before its getting late
since it will take a long time to finish it
o.0
I'm still half awake and i go and refill my bottle
put it in a bag,
and wait for my mum...
and at last, when my mum wanna start the journey,
i said.. not now.. maybe next time...
==
i said it because, each and every time I've done my hair..
i need time to get used of it before i can go out..
i need time around 1 week?
maybe just next time.. next week i guess...


by the way,
a motor will be sent to there soon..
wuhooo...
at first i thought they will going to be sending the one which look so 'lau yea'
haha~~ unexpected guess...
goodbye 6207 and hello to 8515

but first, need to thanks to my friend who remind me to applying the motor sticker and together do it with me...




'when you are sad, you expecting a person to comfort you
and each and every time, you blame people around you for not comforting you
when your friend is sad, they also expecting a person to comfort them
but too bad, you did not even know how to do that..
this is the same situation they are facing like you do when you are sad
they just don't know wanna how to comfort you..'
so next time, think twice before you get upset with everything..
or think thrice maybe?




I'm trying to drag my blog become longer,
because, i don't even know what else i can do after i stop typing at here..

i cant wait to watch 2012
is a movie bout the world destruction..
when will it be release at here..
or ipoh?

waiting for kl trip
ipoh trip
saving money in progress
money money

new semester

this is the last schooling days of this week
huh.. I'm sorry..
i really cant help it
and i skip a lecture class today
this is only the first week and yet my disease of skipping the class are coming again...
==
blame no other but myself

this week had been really a fantastic week..
had been fooling around with my classmates for two days..
this experience and memory, i will never forget
since one by one..
each and everyone beside me will leaving sooner..
chatting till the sun rise
playing around at the westlake
car driving and motor speeding
yum cha~ing
and last but not least
of course the bread chicken curry are included as well..
[sorry, due to my laziness, no picture will be uploaded..]

last week,
i feel sad and cant wait to going home by this week..
eating vegetarian is just an excuses to go home

but after this week...
feel sad cz i cant stayed together with my friend at here...
eating vegetarian is a promise and i cant break it..
so i have to go back

we plan lots of thing
and hope thing s really worked out
before all the nightmare started


the class had started,
feel so awkward with all the surrounding and all the new faces i met
tutorial classes haven't start yet,
therefore, i haven't really met all my classmate for different subject
there is a good and bad in this situation
the good one is,
i need not have to face all those faces that disgust me,
erm not to say disgust... maybe just embarrass? guilty?
my fault...
another good thing is, i can met with new friends~~

but the worst thing is,
is hard for me to adapt with new surrounding..
maybe when she left, i cant adapt it well either..
the new faces freak me out.. but luckily there are my classmates beside me...


and i just miss stream C
all the best to everyone...
good luck...

goodbye my friend

mistake on the previous blog
i think I'm not figuring out ways to reject invitation to go out
is no one ask me out...
haha!!
==''

ahhh..
I'm in the mood to blog again..
maybe the holiday going to end soon
and I'm going to back to those life again
haih.. don't know how it is going to be in next semester
since that one of a friend of mine which i can talk to,
is leaving the school...
only she the only one i can talk to her without have to think so much..
for some reason, i felt that she is just like me...
i believe in horoscope(some times)
there are one point that I'm totally agree with..
Cancerian usually hide their feeling well
just like a crab with a thick shell and no one really no what is inside the shell until you killed it and open it...

i think I'm not the closest person with you in the class
but don't know why, i just sad with your leaving..
hard to find another cancerian as friend
some one like you....

some people might not know the main reason she left..
the reason may sound ridiculous for others...
but what to do.. as long she is happy, and she wont regret with it
i think i have no reason to stopped her from withdrawing..
I'm just some one she knew for less than 3 month..
what i can do..
stay for me?
haha.. kidding..
just good luck in your future...

talk till the end..
I'm just selfish
i wanted you to stayed,
just because
i wanted you to accompany me throughout all the semester
hard for me to accept someone new again..
T.T



aaaaaaaaa
change topic




listen to this new music i found..
ring ding dong
nothing special
just love the song beat...

wait my laptop is back with me again that time
i want to learn how to cut mp3 songs

oh ya
another things..
a simple thanks to my friends
who willing to fetch me out
and treat me eat
thank you so much for remember me

and for them
i think i better shut up
forming a gang but ignored me all the time
what for you added me inside..
still the same phrase i learn from my friend
people only will attract to pretty girl..
while others.. shut your fucking mouth up..
okay thank you, i get that already..
=X



[holiday holiday... TT]

FACTs of ME

just wanted to make my time pass...
so here i am again...
this two days, i cant sleep well...
afraid of phone vibrating,
and i don't even dare to answer call from those unknown number..
I'm so afraid that it will be them again..
maybe it was my fault from the first place..
this is me
all what i can say is
sorry at here
whenever i mess up a thing
i don't even dare to said it face to face with those people
i cant ask myself what should i do
because me myself don't know what should do..
i cant ask other what should i do
because for sure, i wouldn't do that...





I'm getting lazier and afraid of reunion stuff
there are people will called me for yum cha
but i will reject it...
while other people are excited planning what to do and where to reunion or a party perhaps
I'm busy thinking ways to reject all those invitations..
there are time, i just hate to be in a big group chatting..
although all of them are my friends..
i can chat with them..
but after awhile, i realize that...
i had nothing to talk..
and that's make me wander,
why you have so many thing to talk with other people...
maybe I'm not the socialize type people...
why I'm turning into people like this..
i used to talked a lot..
text ed a lot..
msn~ing a lot..
comment a lot on other people profile..
and all those passion seems to be fly away from me...

phone used to be by my side all the time
but now..
i don't even now where it is...
im getting lazier to reply people messages
i think this happened to me,
since i mess up the friendship between you and me
since you and i stop messanging each other
i think you found another best friends than me
i cant find a reason for me to sms back you

i'm weird..
when a person are getting more closer and more closer to me
i will find a way to avoid these people..
don't ask me why
i don't know either....

when friends and my brothers tell me that they went out to meet with their friends at coffee shops
and they stayed there for so long talking and talking and TALKING
i started to think that, do you guys really have so many things to talked to?
talked bout the funny past time?
i had to admit that i really easily forget something
now I'm sitting here, try to think back how is my secondary life is..
seriously..
i cant think of anything memorable or funny...
even some time when friends talked back bout it..
i was like..
'oh ya.. it does happen before'
when other share their childhood memory
this is even more worst
i cant even remember what i used to played when i were small..
who i hang out with?
[erm.. i hang out with only my brother until i went to secondary school i guess]
totally lost most of my memory of the past...

oh yaa..
if i cant talked with my friends or family
then talked bout the recent friends i had knew
my classmates..
more worst scenario i guess..
there are time i open the group conversation of my class..
i don't even understand what they are talking
I'm bad, so i try change topic..
and end up..
ignored..
not wanted to say what..
maybe is my fault for not communicate with them more often i guess...

when other people are being ignored..
i will make them feel they are not
because I'm listening..
but when I'm being ignored
who will do that?

so i guess...
just me and the fake life created by humans..
me and the dramas and movies
to pass my days

today i went for shopping with mum..
i don't know why,
since I'm born till now..
i had a thought that my family is poor..
that's why, there are things that i like so much, wanted to owned it so much at that moments..
after think a while, i will choose to leave the shop with empty hand..
POOR.. cant afford it
this things will find a better owner than me i guess..
and because of this..
i lost passion to shopping also..
what i can do is,
carried thing for my mum...

is this a life?
what is life?
people used to put a BIG comment to let other know that they hate their life
but at least you still have a 'life' for you to live to
life wont hate you
is you the one who hate life and that make you things that you have the BAD life ever..


i just lost my life
this is what i can said...
maybe i should just go and sleep..
sleep is my life for now onward..
until i found something new XD

regret?

ok time for a blog
it has been a hard time for me last few days..
i cant hardly can recall when is the last time i really get pissed off
and scolded the person right in front of me with foul word..
you really really pissed me off that day..
(luckily i skip two day before blog this out, if not my blog will be dirty with tons of foul word)
just forget it...
i don't wanna think bout this either
now I'm frustrating on how to push away the job
this is so damn tiring
with a low paid salary
i had to stand and serve customer
just to hit your target
i think i deserve a higher paid..
don't think that i am stupid enough to let you bullied me..
my first and last time for sem break job
i think i would not wanted to work again for my next sem break

after two day working more than 12 hour each day
and cant even go back home
burn my skin under the hot sun
and have to walk under the rain
i guess this is my limit
I'm tired of standing and walking
begging to unknown..
and coughing non stop while talking..
huh!!
cant you just pity me?
T.T
just let me go
let me go..
you even trick me for doing this job
say only 4 days
but you wanted me to work for one week
ahhhhhh
only two day standing
and I'm sick..
today i sleep for the whole day
cant even wake up
my head is so heavy and leg is screaming in pain
and when i wake up and looked at the mirror
OMFG!!!
my face are darker than my hand skins..

damn it
damn it

yea.. i know you must be laughing at me for taking this job
and sorry for not understand how hard your time are when doing this job...
==

I Got A JOB

yea~~
finally after sitting and rusting for more than 10 days at home without doing anything
except eat sleep and 'pang sai and pang liu' [shitting and urining?]
i got i job
wuhooooo~~
actually it is not as excited as it sound like
just that..
maybe working is better than staying at home..
facing with people is better than facing laptop and desktop everyday...
a job that does not need any requirement..
as long as
you got a pair of legs that can walk
and a mouth plus a clever brain to promote a brand new simpack
which i will also getting a new number soon~~~
[another new number =='']
Tune a brand new telecommunication company that introduce by Air Asia
according to the dealer, i also not very sure..
seems like there are lots of competitor for yellow blue and green in the market nowadays...

i hope i will not regretting doing this job..
last few days, the weather was like in Genting..
but now... the weather can be equivalent at Sahara desert..



okay skip to another topic
today i went to sushi king with my friend
although it is just two of us..
but quite fun also..
maybe because i seldom going out after sem break
and sushi taste superb good..
waiting and counting day for the arrival of bonanza day of sushi king..
going to eat another round..
hohoho
sushi sushi~~

okie
nap awhile before prepare going to training


[how i wish the holiday never going to end so fast... TT]

PASS!!!!

I'm pass for semester 1 final exam..
what should i say?
happy?
well of course I'm happy
just not satisfy enough..
sorry if i hurt anyone feeling here..
i still remember the previous blog..
bout the silent vow i take..
to score higher..
and now..
it seems so disappointed..
'with my age and qualification.. i should get higher CGPA'
this is what he told me..
quite agree with what he had said to me..
just like what he tell me..
i dint work harder..
i admit that i played more than study during the final..
there are at least 60% of my mind flew away during the third exam..
and i keep thinking of holiday and fooling around with my friends..

what more i can said..
I'm sorry that i did not work that hard
I'm sorry i break the vow
I'm sorry that i cant be the one you expected me to be
I'm just sorry

now if think back..
i remember the previous me, before entering university..
proudly tell everyone, that i will achieve higher grade..
and now..
i lose..
i lose to myself...
look too high on my capability..

before checking my result..
i had no feeling at all.. maybe as expected i will not win this war..
but at least i did not failed any subject..
but a C was like a...
for them is just not enough.. this is what i can say..

i even tell my mum i wanted to go to have a big eat..
but my mum said..
did you actually qualified? or deserved to eat?
==''
stabbing my heart..

maybe I'm just not your clever child..
anyway..
I'm still going to eat nice food..
just because
because
I'm pass!!!