When I am alone

When I am alone..

i cant help myself to stop thinking how i offended U, so many of U..

i cant help myself to hate myself for offended U..

sometime, i thought of talk nothing and just keep my fucking mouth shut tightly..

but i just dislike the moment when people did not want to talk to me..

it make me feel like i have offended you..

recently,

my mind is just worried whether i got offended anyone..

every conversation i have with others being justify every time when I'm alone

to make sure that i didn't offend other's people..

and the main problem occur here is..

i did not dare to apologize..

TT