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Sunday, July 25, 2010

Update

is not insomnia..
is refuse to sleep..
not tired but just feeling so tired...
getting harder to breath..
i am mentality tired...
physically getting older...

rather spending night doing nothing and spend time online~ing..
searching for songs that suit my mood the best..
and i listen to him again...
the only one who sang what i feeling every night..

expectation beyond expectation....
and i just don't understand the whys why in me..
the answer from other never satisfied me..
I'm sad with it..
I'm upset with it..
I'm upset with everything..
I'm upset why other can be upset than me..
I'm just upset..

I'm not emo..
just love the feeling of alone~ing..
love the cold night breeze..
love the dark sky..
love to stare at nothing for nothing..
love to just quietly enjoy the moment I'm enjoying now...
but i cant control tear to drop, and i don't even know why I'm crying now..
and then i realize..
i need Anime again..
is been a long long time, i never had a good laugh for a day...

why you never invite me?
why you never call me?
tired of waiting...

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