Envious Minded

This post is to talk about how envious minded am i..

this minded pop out just today,

when i was chatting with my big brother and out of no where,

i mentioned bout my little brother with him..

i get a shock when my brother told me that,

he is actually kind of popular at school..

my brother eventually also feel the same as i do.. LOL

he had hold lots of big and important position in school..

i guess, if he sign up for prefect in the early of school, he can be voted as the vice or president also..

since secondary school,

he had shown lots of interest in playing chess..

if I'm not mistake, he once represent the state or district..

he is good in both Chinese and ang mo chess...

sports is not a problem to him..

i watches him played in a basketball competition before...

with his team and his nickname 'lamfung' xD

he is good...

badminton? maybe, i can see him obsess with badminton recently..

and his academic?

he is getting better and better each year..

i bet he will do very well for A-Level..

my big brother?

i don't know how to start up with his story..

he is just giving me a feeling that he is popular..

yes he is indeed popular among his friend..

he is a very easy get a long friend..

he is good at making joke,

he is good at critical thinking..

i also have to say he is good at emotional intelligence,

he just know the right time to joke or talked bout something serious..

even the way he express his anger,

everyone will respect it..

or the way he hated some one and making fun of his friends,

no one seems upset with it..

he is okay when everyone making fun with him..

he just good at his EQ.....

while im good at pissing off other people, and lots of people around me are scare of me? am i some kind of freakishly monster or what?

he is just good and everyone will just find him for anything..

even a small gathering or what, his friend will sure invited him or disturb him till he appeared..

this is what i heard from other

I'm just feeling he is good in some aspect but it is just hard for me to explain..

not to forget mention bout their friends..

im not trying to say i dun have a good friends.. but less if compare to them..

they just have lots of friend treated them so so so so so so good...

they have lots of friend at the street..

every night, the entertainment hours unstop..

phone rang, sms in, msn nudge..

just can see they had build up a good friendship network...

while i just had less than 10 people which i can rely on when i really need help and not everyone will be able to show up also..

i really envy with their friendship bonding between them..

it really cant be used to compare..

it can be say as..

one good friend that i have is equal to 5 good friends they have...

both of my brother are good in computerized software..

although both of them sure will not ended up in IT industry/field..

but they are just good than me..

they knew lots of thing bout computer that i never get to known..

even there is some things that i just learn from my course, they knew it too...

they learn thing very fast..

they are obviously good in playing game, any digitalized game will do..

my big brother once get top3 at Diamond Bay playing computer games..

not only that, they are good at playing toys like yo yo or magic cube..

yea i know how to play too. but the way they play and train themselves?

err.. i really cannot

in conclusion, they are just a great man that are just good in everything...

we are from the same parents but they and i are just different in many aspect..

they are good in a lot of thing which i can never master it forever..

while things that i good at, they knew it too..

there are lot of time i just cant keep my track with both of them..

which make me hard to communicate with them..

the relationship between both of them are ways to good,

and sometime i just being isolated by them..

did not blame that for that as i really cant enter to their discussion..

=..=

i envy to both of my brother..

by the way,

to those who are reading this blog and know my two brother..

please never ever spread this..

i don't wanna let them laugh their ass off as im praising them

I'm sort of a type that easily envy with everything..

but I'm also easily forget bout those thing or accept the truth..