regret?

ok time for a blog
it has been a hard time for me last few days..
i cant hardly can recall when is the last time i really get pissed off
and scolded the person right in front of me with foul word..
you really really pissed me off that day..
(luckily i skip two day before blog this out, if not my blog will be dirty with tons of foul word)
just forget it...
i don't wanna think bout this either
now I'm frustrating on how to push away the job
this is so damn tiring
with a low paid salary
i had to stand and serve customer
just to hit your target
i think i deserve a higher paid..
don't think that i am stupid enough to let you bullied me..
my first and last time for sem break job
i think i would not wanted to work again for my next sem break

after two day working more than 12 hour each day
and cant even go back home
burn my skin under the hot sun
and have to walk under the rain
i guess this is my limit
I'm tired of standing and walking
begging to unknown..
and coughing non stop while talking..
huh!!
cant you just pity me?
T.T
just let me go
let me go..
you even trick me for doing this job
say only 4 days
but you wanted me to work for one week
ahhhhhh
only two day standing
and I'm sick..
today i sleep for the whole day
cant even wake up
my head is so heavy and leg is screaming in pain
and when i wake up and looked at the mirror
OMFG!!!
my face are darker than my hand skins..

damn it
damn it

yea.. i know you must be laughing at me for taking this job
and sorry for not understand how hard your time are when doing this job...
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