PASS!!!!

I'm pass for semester 1 final exam..
what should i say?
happy?
well of course I'm happy
just not satisfy enough..
sorry if i hurt anyone feeling here..
i still remember the previous blog..
bout the silent vow i take..
to score higher..
and now..
it seems so disappointed..
'with my age and qualification.. i should get higher CGPA'
this is what he told me..
quite agree with what he had said to me..
just like what he tell me..
i dint work harder..
i admit that i played more than study during the final..
there are at least 60% of my mind flew away during the third exam..
and i keep thinking of holiday and fooling around with my friends..

what more i can said..
I'm sorry that i did not work that hard
I'm sorry i break the vow
I'm sorry that i cant be the one you expected me to be
I'm just sorry

now if think back..
i remember the previous me, before entering university..
proudly tell everyone, that i will achieve higher grade..
and now..
i lose..
i lose to myself...
look too high on my capability..

before checking my result..
i had no feeling at all.. maybe as expected i will not win this war..
but at least i did not failed any subject..
but a C was like a...
for them is just not enough.. this is what i can say..

i even tell my mum i wanted to go to have a big eat..
but my mum said..
did you actually qualified? or deserved to eat?
==''
stabbing my heart..

maybe I'm just not your clever child..
anyway..
I'm still going to eat nice food..
just because
because
I'm pass!!!