林宥嘉-说谎

is been a week i never listen to songs...
very miss my music folder..
and i found some new songs..
all of it are superb nice...
and this is one of the songs that i like..

I NEVER LIED
林宥嘉-说谎


even change my blog's music to this songs..
haha~~
maybe i love some of the meaning of this songs

i never lied and i have no reason to lied you
but people never take whatever thing that i said seriously
not to said everyone.. maybe some topic...
just for my friends and not included my friends i met at here...
I'm not trying to said I'm upset with it,
just...
nothing, i also don't know why I'm typing this...

i changed into a very serious and cold blooded people
things that hilarious or disgust people,
seems cant please me? how to said this in words..
or an example:
people now love to post video on YouTube...
especially those disgusting video with the head separate into two or the person die or other stuff...
people that watch it will find it disgusting and close it immediately,
but for me, i had no feeling toward all those video...
maybe this is normal, is me that think too much


it seems that thunder are attacking the town this few days,
although not raining,
but i can see those flashes at the sky whenever i looked at the sky
love to looked at the sky, although I'm not talented in observing stars
but i just love to looked at the sky..
whenever I'm free,
i just love to spend my time looking at the sky
especially the cloud and the color of the blue sky...

my weird hobby,
i also love to watch people,
observing people
observe what are they doing or their expression when they seriously doing something or talking something..
people thought i listened to them when i looked at them when they talked..
actually I'm not.. i mean for most of the time..
when I'm looking somewhere else, actually, that is the time i listened to them the most..
when i realize that i make i straight eye contact with the other person when talking,
my eyes will run away..
i thought I'm weird, until you told me you also is that kind of people
but too bad you had left..

had some deep conversation with my friend and housemates


you asked me whether I'm in love before or not..
or people got chased me or not..
the answer i tell you that time are the truth..
is it weird? or is it a problem?
when I'm in secondary school, i really wanted to have one..
but now, it never cross my mind..
just like what i tell you,
my life also is a mess..
how can i accompany another one?
is a big responsibility.. for my opinion...
to find another one to accept the way i am is hard..
same to you....
and sorry, they give me the impression that they are these kind of people,
so it is hard for me to accept them..
you said this is just my perception of view, but i just cant help thinking that they are these kind of people...


believe in the life after death?
i think the only things that will scared me is ghost..
although they never appear in my life before..
but i do believe they exist..
today i read a book of dharma..
the cause and effect..
sorry no offense, but for me it is ridiculous..
i do believe in the cycle of life,
believe in cause and effect..
but the thing stated on the booked are ridiculous..
not everything, but some...
and we talked bout this,
argument occur...
people done bad in the previous life,
so this life, they are born not in a very good condition..
so we need not have to pity them.. because they deserve it, based on what they had done in previous life..
so what we should do? laugh at them? then next life, we will be borned into some one that give other to laughed or look down at..
all this thing are too hard to understand..
because I'm not really a Buddha follower..
half pile water only...
but i do respect my religion and other religions...

interesting topic to talked to..
but cant comment too much of it..
later next life, i will became a mute or disabled person
this is the cause and effect...
XD