I Used to....

this one is a lame post..

u can ignore this one if u dislike crap..

is been a year and plus several month i start studying outside..

although it not so far away but i miss my home (some time)

since i enter the whole new world of mine..

i spot something missing in me..

hell yeah~~

i forgotten how SS i am..

i forgotten that i used to love SS so much..

i forgotten how SS feel like...

and you know what?

one year,

and all those feeling to SS disappear..

those craps that i love to talk so much previously..

i feel so childish..

those joke i feel funny previously..

those joke that i love to laugh till tear drops before i even ask it..

those joke..

it make me feel dot dot dot..

i remember how i use to in love with msn so much

how i love to sms so much

i can entertain up to 9 people in chat box previously..

talking nonsense, talking crap, just chat whatever it is..

i use to empty my sms inbox up to 5 times in a day..

because the memory keep full..

NOW?

msn sign in for a day,

not even two box appear on my task bar...
my phone, not even a sms appear for one week or more...

and i even lazy to press the phone..

lazy to reply or forward a sms

i remember how i use to talk joke or crap with my friends..

i remember i use to laugh till tear drop whenever there is a gathering with bunch of friends..

NOW?

i feel tired..

sometimes i don't even feel like i want to talk or laugh..

those picture above..

if the previous me.. i sure will eliminate those fugly pose..

now i even lazy to do so..

i lazy to edit the picture..

i just throw it all and randomly sort it and put a font in it..

and that't it...

is it I'm turning older in my thinking or I'm old?

i try to implement all those feeling again..

i try talk joke again..(COLD)

i try to crap again (FAILED)

i try SS again(UGLY)

oh great.. i failed

=(

wah!

just only one year i already change like an auntie..