failed

at the end..

i failed again..

just like what happen yesterday

I'm not aiming to be a perfectionism..

but

the effort which i put on..

seems like being throw into the dustbin...

mind feel so blank yet so full...

i cant remember any single things...

so sad..

i can feel the pain deep inside..

why should we live life for study everyday?

i really afraid of the word FAIL

ever since i came here..

too much unsolved problem..

can i settle it all?

too much conflict..

will it end?

too many people hurts..

will it recover?

on the way back home,

i saw lots of people celebrating their days..

next to my house,

i saw them happily playing with friends

and i wonder..

if i am here, would anyone came to me?

finally i can get into sleep without worries for a night..

assignment and test

making me sleepless this few days..

i wanted to get into sleep right now...

i don't want to think of all those things that burden me..

let me rest in peace for a night...

and tomorrow..

life goes on~~

night bloggie..

CS~ing everyday

killing people making me feeling so alive

XD