...

i have no place to go except here...

i cant believe what i did just now..

i cant remember whether i get into sleep or not...

for sure..

i cried to sleep

wake up crying again...

I've try to motivate myself everyday..

but is getting harder and harder...

and i end up writing all this again...

yesterday,

i saw something flying at the sky

i thought i saw something wrong..

until she tell me, there is meteor shower occur this few days..

i only manage to see few,

one or two,

and my eye now in pain because of the light street...

cant believe that i sit alone and watch it for hour i guess...

should i make a wish?

i cant think of any wishes that i wants

maybe there is a lot of things that i wants..

so if wanna choose one between those,

i rather choose not to wish anythings

since my wishes never come true...

silly to believe in something which can never be reality...

i can feel the total loneliness when i was out there...

just now,

i think of doing thats again...

the things which i have put down two year ago..

came across to my mind again...

tonight is such a long long night~~~

it never happen,

everything is just a lied.