talk?

i don't know..
i really don't know...
whenever i wanted to talked, there is no one there...
not listening is OK..
but trouble will came to me..
will there be a person, who is really a middle person... can really listen..
(middle person: people who don't know me, my friends and family)

zzz!!!
so many thing i wanted to spread out here..
but i cant find a word to describe my feeling right now..
just now i really wanted to faint down..
my brain is full of things, then there is people keep adding it..
more and more and more...

i really can die...