happy?

each day, i tried to hypnotise myself that it will going to be fine soon..
and yet it is still the same.. ahhh.. why is this happening to me?
what am i suffering each days?
i cant have a good sleep..
my eye in pain...
my brain think of home everyday...
i so clueless facing with those people
how am i going to settle me assignment?

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out of those miserable things, luckily there is you guys..
although we did not known each others,
but you all really help me a lots..
more than i cant expected..
fuh...
ahh.. you all are the root for me.. that is why im still standing..