is raining again..

for some people, they just don't understand..

they never do..

because you are not the person..

you can't felt other's feelings...

all you can do is just to let the one express it all..

shout it out loud..

in facts

everyone are the same..

they are all the same

when it comes to ownselves

everyone will hide in the dark corner..

because they are afraid to face themselves..

afraid to admit that they are wrong...

afraid of being rejected

afraid of the changes if they tried to mend it back the mistakes

lying to yourself,

another ways of being happy..

you push all your inner and darkest side of you inside of you

when you wanna release all the pain.

you realize that, there is no one there for you

and you are all alone..

a fact that cant be change..

i wonder..

why you have to lied to me that you own nothing

but based from my observation i see from you

you have everything

maybe it is not perfect,

but at least you are some one that i hope to be...

you have the everything that i wanted to..

and you still unsatisfied with it...

you lied to me bout your family

bout your friends

bout how you look

if there is a comparison chart..

for sure, you win it all..

you envy of me?

which part of me that make you so interested with??

this is human..

they never feel enough for everything they owned..

yes!!

I'm so deep envy with everything

every single person!!!

everything they posted,

every single things and person beside them

to make yourself happy!!

the very first thing you have to do is

accept the fate..

even though life is unfair to us..

but this is our fate..

it has meant to be like this ever since you were born

the every decision and action you took from the last time..

that causes what you have now..

and this is not others fault to make you became one of this

is you

yourself that causes you to became like this...

if you did not dare to change it all...

keep whining everyday...

you are nothing, but a failure to yourself...

be brave and step out from the dark corner...

you will realize that,

there are lots of people actually lightening your world..

giving you color..

^^

this is life..

and life never meant to be cruel to us..

only we make it cruel to life...

giving advises is easy..

but to do it..

ain't easy at all..

maybe time will faded it all...

we will wait and see...

rain had stopped..

the sun appear to shine the world..

greeting from rainbow to make the world colorful

it will end...

a cut will end it all..

dare?

sometime i just hope that,

everything that i keep thinking

will come true

a lot of WHY that cant be answer

a lot of HOW that cant be solved

a lot of ME that cant be satisfied...

im not emo..

im just tired

im just bored

with

LIFE

I'm still REJECTED