what should i do?!!

arghhh
recently i have so many problem..
actually is not a problem i guess.. but im too nervous and a little bit excited of everything that going to happen soon..

things that happen today really make me headache...
im planning to go kl to find jobs..
but then
my family seems to against the job i wanna do..
and i cant convince them to let me work...

arghhhhhh
just forget it..
let me go kl tomorrow
then see what happen 1st
then only plan what should i do..

the 'fuck' word
always appear in my mind everyday..
feel like wanna scold out loud..
arghhhhh~~~