argh!!!!

i realize im alone
very alone
so alone

make me wanna sing a song
yea
lonely~~
o miss lonely..
i have nobody~~
all~~
my own!!!

holiday are so boring..
i wanted to sleep.. but recently, i found out difficulty in sleeping.. i close my eyes, alot of things started to playing in my brain.. and i cant remember what am i thinking to make me sleep...
im sleepy, but i just cant sleep..
haih..
too much thing for me to concern..

im thinking of leaving here..
i want to get my STPM result soon..
quickly start my another schooling life...

i used to love holiday so much...
but this LONG holiday meke me sick and tired..
although i dint do so many thing these past few days..
i just so tired and wanted to end this fucking holiday..
atleast give me a job!!
i wonder will i get a job and start to go work at 15/12..
if yes..
i will truly thanks to GOD..

i still wanna write alot of thing since i cant sleep..
nvm nvm
i wanna go and watch online drama..
find a extreamly lame and boring drama..
hopefully i can sleep by 3am..