this is how fragile love can be

once it break,

it leak out

though you manage to mend it back.

it took times,

to fill it again.

it took a lot a lot of time..

saw a past blog post from a friend of mine,

remind me of a lot of things

but from what i saw
after sometime have pass
she seems happy with her single life
i just felt that
the time they use to cherish together
is a bit wasted to let go.

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the truth is,

i never delete the old messages in my phone mailbox.

i never dare to read it back.

though it is not any important message,

but i keep it.

*and now every five message receive, i have to delete some of the message*

i don't know why,

maybe i scare of forgetting it

or

lesser and lesser people,

send me some warm forwarded sms.

i have to admit i think too much,

towards everything

a simple good morning i receive from you everyday

i will interpret wrongly.

i still remember it clearly though many year had pass

and

we never contact since then.

i feel so sorry bout that.

i don't even know what had happen actually.

it stuck on my mind sometimes.

a recent drama teach me

"love is not only fragile, but dangerous in the same time"

"everyone want to step into it,

but they never knew,

they step inside happily,

but,

they came out

crying"

will you still dare to step into it?

when the time came,

when he came

when i realize

i will!

will i found?

will he came?

the one who

saw what i saw

heard what i heard

love what i love

do housecore for me

cook for me

LOL!

crap time over~

time to face note again..

recently,

super addicted with 꽃미남 라면가게

make me fantasy a lot

*shy shy*

i wish she will be happy again
i wish he still remember me
i wish