U Are Not A Friend

when friend get to different path..

things will be different

damn different..

i thought that we will share the same common interest again...

but,

hell NO..

people tend to forget bout you..

sometimes u try to make some effort to be good to them or what..

people will just ignore you directly..

reject you directly

PAIN LER~

I'm bad, i will purposely ignore you once awhile for letting you know the feeling of mine when you reject me last time..

it doesn't work well...

=(

but then..

maybe I'm not that good enough for you..

you will ask everyone except me..

there are time,

where i really hate you..

you only find me when problem come to you...

when there is leisure time or anything that good or whatever is it..

[i don't know what the damn thing is since you never ask me into it]

ya.. you never ask me..

just like what i say just now..

you ask everyone except me..

but the main thing i hate about is..

when you tell me bout what he or she did..

hah~

is not really a very good feeling..

i envy,

i disappointed..

not to say that

you keep rejected all my invitation

all my offer..

and everything...

it make me sick and tired facing you..

even talking to you..

or even msn~ing..

like i was the one forcing you to type thing out or whatever..

friend for you is?

let me define what friend means for you in my perception

[what i think about you]

you only befriend with those who bring benefit to you

those who are not, you hate them but you never say it out or express it out

[this is the most horrible thing]

lastly, the most important one..

you only like to befriend with those who are HANDSOME, PRETTY...

is too obvious,

really obvious~

till the other friends of mine who did not know you well ask me about it..

i just tell them,

i don't know~ is your problem...

maybe I'm too fugly to be listed in your 'friend-list'..

i am so disappointed

so damn disappointed with you..

maybe i define wrong bout you..

maybe it is my fault on the very first place..

you and i

will never be the same again..

friendship between you and i that i expected to be on the very first place..

will ruin by my very own mind..

sorry

sorry if i make anyone offended..

sorry if i make you realize that I'm talking bout you..

hate me? GO AHEAD!!

since you never treat me as a friend pun...

blek!!