reject

why people can reject me that easily..

I'm still scare..

to go,

to do,

everything...

ALONE...

i have zero confidence in asking for help now..

i have zero confidence to ask someone accompany me awhile now..

especially when it come to them..

everything that i asked keep rejected..

all what i can do now is waited for you to find me...

maybe I'm just not very important in your life compare to other friends of your..

i should learn to reject once awhile..

I'm so down..

i put so much effort in it..

and yet i failed to do it..

i really don't know what i should do right now..

it felt like my life is totally messed up..

=(

i should hold it..

but not today..

not after what I've done

not after what I've gone through these few days..

I'm extremely-officially tired and exhausted

TT