the test had pass several day..

i try my best not to remember or recall anything about it..

this is the worst exam i done since i enter university..

is only the first semester i successfully ruin my CGPA..

i don't even feel sad bout it or what during the exam week..

but now,

i started to shivering and cant even imagine what will happen if i really failed any..

to think of it..

there really some exam where i blanked almost 50% of the paper..

i do hope I'm bluffing and everything i type here is nothing but a shit..

uh uh~

i do plan wanna become an otaku for the rest of my holidays..

shut myself from the world again...

I'm lazy and kind of regretting it..

it doesn't felt as excited as what i felt from the start..

I'm tired to go out so far away from my bed, my pillow, my blanket for so many day..

plus..

the failure to get a good result really break my spoil..

it feel like I'm not eligible to go for it..

I'm not deserve it~

i really feel sorry for both of my parent..

i did not even dare to ask more for pocket-money...

to end this post..

i would like to say to some people:

I seriously ENVY U