My Pledge

Although i knew it..

but still,

jealousy filling up my mind right now..

still the same,

blame no one but myself..

ZZZ!!!

parent keep on bla bla bla~~

i knew they are sad with my performance..

they thought i will be the one who can make them proud..

guess that, this burdenish job, i will let it to my little brother to do it..

[although i knew, he will end up same like his siblings ==]

keep on thinking if time can be turn back..

but no matter what happen..

their success wont affected my life..

guess that,

i should start to pump up myself even harder...

==''

my heart still cant stop comparing...

even though it is past long time ago,

but i still cant help myself to compare myself with others...

ishk....

still the same,

before each semester start,

I'll make a pledge to myself...

[although most of the time i break it]

i wish to:

• Attend ALL the Classes
• study at least 3 days in a week and spend 2hours on it...?? maybe one hours??
• DO all THE TUTORIALsssssss
• Score Well For Mid-Term
• Finish Assignment ONE week BEFORE due date
• Study HARDER HARDER HARDER for my FINAL
• MAINTAIN my CGPA

i guess that's all...

what more i can say?

keep on complaining???

Due to my failure..

i guess, what i should do is to continue to FIGHT for my FUTURE!!!

train myself not to do any comparison of the past..

train myself not to stay at the past

train myself not to look back at my failure[make it a strength to me perhaps?]

train myself to have greater GUTS..

successful people needs lots of gut..

there is lots of things bout me that needed a BIG changes..

to live with the society..

i think i have to work not just harder

but extremely harder..

i hope in 3 year time, i can see different within myself..

well.. hope is still a hope...

FIGHT REJECTED

FIGHT TILL BEing APPR

OVED

happy with my SEM 2 performance

FIGHT!!