Faker = Me

ugly people do not deserve this..

stupid people do not deserve this..

learn this two from one of my friend,

and i really really agree with these statement..

sometimes this world are not fair..

you are beautiful and sexy enough,

you can become the model,

while,

if you are the ugly,

you only can become those idiot that take the aluminium paper[dunno wat it call]

to shine the beauty..

the ugly forever be the slave..

last time,

i heard from my other friends..

he tell me that he hated the pretty girl a lots

pretty girl only be friend with those who are

clever

rich

and those ugly duckling will be the slave for these beauty

well,

this is the power that a beauty can owned

while we will be the slave to serve all this beauty??

then she tell me,

not to care bout what other said

if you are ugly~~

if you have the confident..

you can shine too

but..

if you are standing in 9 beauty..

who will looked at you??

my ex-boss,

once told me,

they only hired those ppl who looked good n slim

fat people or ugly will be rejected...

this is the sarcastic world that i lived now

you can have the power..

if you have money!!

you have the face!!

or else.. you are nothing...

OK.. let say,

you really have the confident..

but what will you felt when you realize that,

others ppl keep stabbing behind you??

still move on with this style of yours?

even though everyone hated you

and think that your confident = faker..

which lots of ppl creating group anti so many girls that try to look good by editing their picture into little bit different of her...

this girl end up SS alone in the pretty world of her own..

and everyone reject her..

just because she just wanted to looked good and shine..

everyone labeled her as FAKER~~

from my observation,

even when ppl making friends,

they tend to choose those who looked pretty..

what the pretty want, they will do it immediately for them..

when the ugly want wanted something..

you don't have hand or leg to do it yourself??

the beauty need protection, because they look pretty and looks so weak,

while the ugly people need not have all this?

just because they look ugly??

this is the reason why..

i hated those who just make friends with pretty girls or boys..

hated those who dare said that friends of mine ugly..

because i experienced my own how it felt..

when a guy straight forward tell me that i am ugly..

TT

i also hated those rich people..

because i will remember that farking-puki-bitch,

that once scolded and teasing me that my hand is 'dirty'..

fuck you..

wish you being fuck by animals till you death!!

i hate you..

damn you..

you are rich ,

don't show you are damn fucking rich in front of me...

you are pretty/handsome?

don't tease me!!!

i hate you!!!

fuck off..

this experiences really killed my confident...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i am a faker!!

Sing Song Sang

I spend whole night listen and downloading songs

searching for the songs that suit my mood yesterday..

and

i did not disappointed,

i found several songs which is so nice~~

love it so much

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張傑 Chase Chang-下一個章節(The Next Chapter)

this is a nice album..

i love this guy's voice so much..

the song sang by him feel so warm in the cold night?

handsome guy with handsome voice..

haha.. XD

Tracklist：

01. 下一個章節
02. 螢火蟲
03. 我不聽
04. 愛伊攜帶汝
05. 重播
06. 問號
07. 你在哪裡
08. 情人節 [i love this]
09. 愛上妳這件事情
10. 長大
Bonus Track
11. 時間若倒退(demo)
12. 吻我好嗎(demo)
13. 槍與玫瑰(demo)

other song besides the highlighted also nice

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소녀시대SNSD Oh!

this one also not bad

this girls going to release their 2ND album soon after their top hits Gee

so everyone are waiting for it?

but i more waiting to see their MV

their dance movement

i did not search when will be the release date of their new album

but the single of this songs is out~~

can be illegally download

^^

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Honor Society - Fashionably Late

i learn the existing of this group while stalking at others ppl blogs

out of so many songs,

i only love one of it..

XD

because i dint really listen to the others

because i listen more to 张杰 XD

Track Listing:

1. Over You
2. Full Moon Crazy
3. My Own Way
4. Two Rebels
5. Why Didn’t I
6. Goodnight My Love
7. Here Comes Trouble
8. See U In The Dark
9. No body Has To Know
10. Sing For You
11. Don’t Close The Book
12. Rock With You
13. Where Are You Now (bonus track from the Bandslam soundtrack)[i like this]

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Daesung (Big Bang) 솜사탕 (Cotton Candy)

yeah

i melt i melt

i melt when i listen to this songs..

this guy is cute

the whole song is compose by himself

korean is so talented..

haha~~!!

so..

this is some of the song i wanna intro to all of you

there are some still un-listen yet...

wait till next time

chao~~!!

I hate it

i do hope time stop at this moment..

the right song..

the right moment..

the right atmosphere..

everything went so right at this moment

ignore those notes besides

it feels so great

tried to react that i care bout nothing

actually i really envy

i really worried

i really frustrated

i really hunger/dying for it

i don't understand

why,

people out there,

live life like ABC

they need not have to put so much effort

and

they gain whatever thing they want

everything went so smooth for them

money, carrier, love, study...

I've try live as smooth as them

try not to see too deep inside

try not to listen so much

try not to realize the ugliness behind those beauty

try not to compare

try to shine

try to step forward

try to laugh

try to talk

try at least make one thing in my life went perfectly..

is it,

i did not work hard enough?

did not put more effort?

did not do it well enough?

sometimes,

the way people treated me..

make me wanna step out of the world..

I'm feel good staying inside the world of mine..

what is the reason,

they pull me out from the dark,

and dump me in the dark again..

i hate it!!

i hate is so much..

when you said something..

and then you left without ending it..

if it is like that,

why you tell me on the first place?

my fault for asking you to tell me?

maybe you have lots of friends beside me..

they can make you happier while i cant...

this is the way how you treated me..

i hate it...

i hate it..

when i said something

and you never paid attention,

the reason why i hate to repeat,

the reason why i hate to stay with the crowd,

the reason why i hate talking to you..

if you invited so many people in an event,

and end up,

I'm being ignored..

why you invited me?

my fault for not making myself to attract others attention?

why others,

need not even open their mouth,

can be the important one??

the reason i hate it deeply..

i hate it..

when you compare my study

when you compare how i look

when you compare others with me

how pretty people are

how lucky people are

how rich people are

how hardworking people are

how obedient people are

how good people are

I'm sorry i can be the one you like bout others

which i don't have any single traits of it..

i hate it..

i hate it..

when you live the way you are

and yet you said this is not you

the real you are so fake,

and i cant see the real you but just the 'real' you?

so why you tell me bout it?

is it just a creation?

which one is fake?

which one is real?

which one should i believe?

i hate it..

i hate to make decision

i hate to choose

i hate it..

i hate everything out there..

i love stay with the fake world i create here..

i love all the music that make me feels that there is still life out there

i love facebook that give me inspiration of everything that i hated

i see that person said,

it is embarrassing to post something out, and no one comment on it...

yeah right..

out of 10 posts i posted.. only one is being replied

so should i jump to death?

this kind of people are just hunger for popularity

i hated this kind of people

is it because i cant be like this kind of people?

talk till the end

there is nothing i hated as deep as i hate myself

i don't know how i end up hating so many things,

while the purpose of writing this posts at first is to promoting songs i listened..

everyone in the house

telling me that they are so poor

i am poor

but i cant help myself to spend..

i cant control it

i can see that she is deeply hunger for it

she is deeply in love

she is so brave

what should i said to her?

when she seems like did not wants to talk to me,

is it the previous encouragement which lead to failure

make her does not want to talk anything to me anymore?

just wish her all the best in finding the one she want..

he and she have it all

and keep complaining unstop

i really don't understand why?

is it all because to attract people?

i feel so damn dizzy right now

the sleep time of mine are disturbed

should off and went to bed..

what a nice weather

what a nice melody~~

I melt.. I melt....

when it comes to study

my little hobby

damn me

搞砸了

phew...

this is the first time i ever spend so much time doing a work

from 10pm till 5am..

and still i cant finished it..

it is fun but it take a lot of times..

And I'm wondering,

can i survive for my final exam..

i will sleep and start my study today!!

I WILL

i hope, i wont make any disaster or mistake

just like my post title...

tired of twisting my brain..

but a training for myself to work and study under pressure

am i thinking too much over a small scenario of my life?

and now only i realize that I'm standing in such a critical stage

and yet,

i never considerate and still be the one i am now..

i should really start changing my behavior

before it getting worst,

at least i can help release some of the burden and

save somethings for the future perhaps?

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大嘴巴 - 万凸3

i love this group A LOTSSSSSsssss

pretty human singing songs

rocking~~

a must listen album

黄鸿升(小鬼) - 爱&英雄 Love Hero

this one also not bad

but i only love one of the songs badly,

maybe the title suit what i feel today...

搞砸了

a song compose by mayday's ahshin （阿信）

and lyric by mayday's monster (怪兽）

the song really have mayday feel

even the singer sing like 阿信

does he try to copy him? XP

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there's lot of things in my mind wanted to say out

but i forgotten all...

short term memory lost

hoho~

that's all...

Fight for Final

"Later La"

==

I've tried but failed..

The excitement turn to DOOM

I have no idea what is going to happen next

I am not prepare for everything

the nerve is getting tenser and tenser

as

each second ticking

really don't know what should I do

even though

i keep saying i can

but

in fact

I CANT

I'm trying to make it better

and realize

it wont work

It just wont

escaping is the best way to solve everything?

maybe I'm just tired

i Hope

I can

The path seems so Long

but

I can see Light far within the path

am i be able to catch it?

before the light disappeared?

sigh~

Why I Like It Longer

Why I Like It Longer❤

I ❤ Black

I ❤ Red

I ❤ Chocolate

I ❤ Long

I ❤ Everything about U

It's all About U

The reason

Why I Like It Longer

and

Love it

Just because I heart U

✔Reject Me

✖Reject this

Black and Bloodish Day

Black

yesterday 18/01/10

as time struck 00.00a.m

nothing went right..

spending for more than one hour refreshing at the same page..

queueing and jamming with hundreds of people for motor vehicle registration

everyone were so damn pissed off~~

but i give up and went for sleep..

still got people stayed awake and sms~ing me early in the morning.. 7.21a.m

tell me that's is open for registration..

helping 4 people including me filling up the form..

phew..

and it is not the end yet..

we have to jammed for another session..

course registration..

Lucky me and some of my friends who manage get their times..

what a busy days..

then around 11am

suppose to be earlier..

but due to the 'tyre puncture' symptom

i go to 'repair' my bike..

==''

and what the~~

just a bad days..

is like I've done stupid things for the whole morning...

Bloodish

went for a blood donation..

is been awhile i want to do this..

maybe is for myself or for others..

myself? i want to test whether is it I'm still that lacking of blood..

but today,

although being inject both of mine hands..

1st time, no blood came out..

2ND time, harsh but the blood did flow out,

slow and and manage to donate 300cc of A type blood

muahahaha..

the very first time i succeeded..

the last two times..

a lot of weird things happen..

maybe this is for myself more than for others..

the poster

the banner

checking blood pressure?

the process

the attraction

this is what happen today..

haih..

really quite disappointment with my performance

it seems like I'm throwing effort to the sea of junkie

my results of all the hard work seems to be very far away from the expectation

i really upset and angry..

but what to do..

there are things,

even if we argue to win it..

but you lost the faith and heart of others..

what a days...

the rejected

Because U are my choice