Glee

Glee is a drama..

musical drama...

is not cast by those girl who sang 'Gee Gee Gee~~ Baby Baby~~'

this drama did not catch my attention at first..

because there are no hot guy in it..

thanks to the great review by all of my friends..

i watch it~

officially in love with this drama so so so so much..

although the actors and the actresses did not look as great as Vampire Diaries..

but the story line is good~ maybe they talk bout conflict in school and it does reflect a bit with my life...

i love every episode of this drama,

the songs is beautiful and entertain..

I'm so envy with the actresses with those beautiful voices and the skills they have..

i envy that they have a teacher like this.. cool...

never bump with this kind of teacher in my life at all...

he does look great when he sing xP

OMG!!

the drama is addictive and the songs as well...

can't wait for season 2!!!

努力喜欢你的喜欢

我一直都很努力，

努力去喜欢你的喜欢..

你喜欢的，

我都懂..

我喜欢的，

你懂得多少？

就是因为你从来都没听，

从来都没问..

我喜欢的歌，

我喜欢的颜色，

我喜欢的一切，

你从来都不懂..

全都是你以为这是我喜欢的，

你就跟别人说这就是我要的，

这就是我..

现在的我，

对你来说，

只是你以为的我..

你们，

根本，

不了解..

最心疼的是，

你们，

永远都不会努力去喜欢我的喜欢..

现在的我们，

变了..

你发觉到吗？

只有你在说，

我一直都在听..

你有 听过我说的话吗？

你有 努力去听吗？

你有 在听吗？

我还是你的朋友吗？

='(

但是，

自私的我，

还是很希望很希望，

你会喜欢我的喜欢..

我还会努力的喜欢你的喜欢..

会一直的努力，

直到你看到我..

the saddest part of all is,

we no longer can be in the same conversation anymore..

you still cant realize the distance between me and you had became so far away..

i hate it!!

when there is no one that i can share what i like..

what i love!!

what i want!!

because no one even bother..

stuff that i like, usually no one like it..

i have the worst taste ever..

=..=

RELEASE!!

candle night

Yesterday went to Band Night organized by my school music club..

paid RM10 and keep yelling like insane..

is kind of worth..

enjoying music..

lots of handsome guy at there.. xD

feel so relieve when i yell out loud with no worries..

ah ah~

million of thank you to my friends who willing to go with me ^^

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OK

one thing i hate becoming single is

people start to use me and making fun of me..

especially those who are already in a relationship..

most of them..

is it this is the way for you to boast that you have the one you loved and the other loved you back and bla bla bla to me~~

huh....

this is some of the reason why i hate to befriend with those people who are in a relationship..

sometimes, they talk like they did not know how to respect people..

i only be-friend with those people who respect who i am..

those people seriously need to be thought again how to communicate with people properly,

as most of the time they only know sweet talk with their loved one and abandoned others friends..

so don't whining in whatever facebook or msn that you don't have friend when you are in relationship..

think! how you treated your friends when you put yourself in full commitment during your relationship..

I'm not angry..

just feel very uncomfortable...

by the way,

I'm not mentioning all people..

I'm just attacking certain people who make me upset...

opps.. so you are upset huh?

do you think of my feeling when you making fun of me in front of so many people?

=..=

盧廣仲 - 四果冰

AAaah!!!

waited for so long for his album after his making his biggest debut in 七天

super exicted!!!

四果冰

this EP only have four songs...

love it so so so so much~~

^^

Track List:

01. To：
02. 蚊子
03. Nice to Meet You
04. 雪兒

love [Nice to Meet You] the most..

is like singing my university life..

蚊子 is suppose to be an annoying insects,

he can sing till so sentimental~~

very pek chek lyric.. very cute very cute songs~~~

"我说：du~ lu~lu~lu...

你说：嗯~~~~~ "

wahaha!!

great job Crowd~~~

Nice to Meet You

我就在淡水河的旁邊

我看著太陽慢慢不見

每次一到了這個時候

我還在回家的公車上面

就快要愛上了淡水

除了雨下不停的冬天

不管未來會在哪一邊

我還是會想念

不能忘記的有

大一開學的那天

還有 一起去過的海邊

你說 人生要瘋狂幾遍

我都懂

只是習慣比較早點睡

繞著操場一圈圈

時間過了一年又一年

我要忍著眼淚地說

很高興能認識你耶

我最親愛親愛的同學

我還在淡水河的旁邊

這裡的風景有些改變

但我還是沿著河邊走

才發現我們認識了多久

天知道我有多愛淡水

除了雨下不停的冬天

不管未來會在哪一邊

都還是會想念

不能忘記的有

遇見你的那一天

還有 熬夜到天亮的冒險

人生就是要瘋狂幾遍

我都懂

但是能不能健康一點

繞著操場一圈圈

時間過了一年又一年

我要忍著眼淚地說

很高興能認識你耶

我最親愛親愛的同學

不能忘記的有

大一開學的那天

還有 一起去過的海邊

你說 人生要瘋狂幾遍

我都懂

只是習慣比較早睡

繞著操場一圈圈

時間過了一年又一年

我要忍著眼淚地說

很高興能認識你耶

我最親愛親愛的同學

時間能不能永遠停在

這天

❤

Change

I know exactly who i am and what i want for myself..

i knew the changes on my behavior and personality for the every stage of my life..

it been quite tough for me to understand who i am..

there are lots of thing of me

either good or bad,

i want to change it..

even if i failed so..

i will try to minimize it,

so others will not use it to attack on me..

i am mentally weak..

i had a very low EQ..

i had to tell u this,

things that i treat this as joke,

i hope you really will..

i don't know why, each time i joke, you will take it differently from what I'M trying to express and then you personally attack me..

if you hate me fine~

why you wanna find me on the very first place?

i never mean to offence you once in my life..

you think this is some sort of joke to make fun of me in lots of people..

i don't think anyone find it funnier except you with your evil grin...

heck!

i cant hate you more because we are family!

and yet,

i don't think you ever treat me that I'm part of your family...

i cant said a thing because you have the 'supporter'

everyone have to respect you..

and you think you have the power to make fun of anyone..

even people who are older than you..

pathetic you that keep on whining why you have no friends..

you can treat your family like this..

i don't think you can treat your friend anywhere better..

not just you..

but everyone of you..

i have no power of doing anything..

everyone keep on teasing on me..

making fun of me..

things get worst when i grew older..

even the younger generation making fun of me..

no one ever put a slight respect toward me...

it hurt me deeply but i cant do a thing..

what people expect me to do?

change..

I've change a lot..

maybe i have interact with lot of people with different kind of personality..

there is a time when i went out hanging out with my new known friends..

i laugh hard! even the tear have drop out..

i miss this kind of feelings..

its been a very very long long time i never had a good laugh like this one..

i had change to someone who more matured and forget how to laugh?

i had move to a stage where i need to get serious?

maybe,

is been too long i never really interact with them,

maybe this kind of joke that we use to play with each other

but i had forget about it..

I'm easily upset with whatever thing that happen around me..

i should had think twice before i start to jump to the conclusion..

maybe i just should learn to shut up...

ya...

seriously need to shut up....

the reason why i wanna meet with lot of new people

is not i wanna become recognize by lots of people..

i just want to find more people that know nothing bout my previous and accept the way i am as FRIEND~

i want to find friend that can make me laugh till tear drops...

i want to find back the feeling~

i want to find things that i feel lost within myself...

=|

it will be a busy week for me..

with all those mid-term, practical test and assignment due..

but

i still don't have the spirit to work hard for it..

have no idea what is inside my mind..

when back home, watch drama till 4am,

sleep till 5pm the next day...

and the time is wasted just like that..

and i still feel very sleepy~

the sleep like never get enough~

=(

just now when to supermarket and search for part-time..

and found one..

working for around one week during Merdeka celebration..

still lazy wanna work for sem-break..

but we will see how later..

i still haven found the guts to talk bout things i wanna buy with my dad..

i spend a lot for this semester..

over the limit and budget..

i save nothing and keep on spending..

quite sad when i see my saving account number keep on decreasing,

but i just cant help myself to spend~~

xD

anyway..

good luck to everyone who are as busy as i am..