a blog a day keep all my emo away

i've try to control it.. but i cant... the emotional will just suddenly pop up and i wanted to be alone and remain silent..... hmmmm... but then, i have found a way to recover my feeling again.. writing blog and crap out loud... lol


is like started yesterday, i dont know why, i suddenly think back something negetively, feel sad.. somemore my brother talking his 'sam si' his problem and story with my younger brother.. ==..then i go and delete my friendster account.. the reason i delete it because of emo~ing, but the main reason is because i wanted to delete some one,( cannot be said someone, should say alot of ppl).. hei hei.. well this friends can be say close and cant be say too friendly also.. anyway, in conclusion i deleted it, erm i mean i canceled my account... did i regreted it? NO! until now i feel quite happy with my decision.. haha... still contacting with my other close and real friends through msn, so deleted friendster account wont bring any big different.. Ah!! got, atleast i wont open it everyday(started to addicted into it).. i dont want end up to become a slave of internet.. nonono... i dont want to get addicted into it.. my life seems like boring with sleeping and computer everyday.. haha.. its time to study and take a nice and deep breath of the world..

recently every evening, started around 4 to 5 pm, raining unstop.. sometime will continue until de morning.. is a good thing indeed.. haha.. i love cold weather... so dear god, plz continue spread rain everyday ( om ni tuo fo) not amen coz im a buddhist...

promise to myself: sleep less, online less, emo less, smile more, talk more, happy more, study more.. +U+U(add oil and add fire....kebakaran? lol)
crap of the day: a blog a day keep all my emo away~~
hmm shud i change it, blogging everyday will keep me addicted too.. muahaha... whatever la..