Crush~

in my definition, crush is a feeling toward someone you know but the opposite doesn't know you very well or even an unknown..

or someone you knew well =)

what i like about Crushing for someone is the excitement feeling toward someone whenever he appearing some where around you..

the heart beat as if going to burst if he notice about me..

the meter of happiness rise till the max if he ever enter my dream..

stalking bout everything of him~ xD

so i do hope, facebook will never add in new feature,

which is who had viewed you..

sobs.. never going to dare viewing you again...

feel happy the most, if i saw him appearing online..

wandering will he notice all the stuff i post~

noticing my name once awhile..

notice me at the school...

the most brave thing i had done in my entire life is adding you~

and the most happy thing is you accept it..

but the saddest thing is it have to be pending so many days~

and this is the part i hate about Crushing...

WAIT~

the only thing that i can do is wait..

and he will never realize it...

and the more i stalk bout him,

the more i realize, he deserve someone far more better than me..

and some one like me,

will not ever be even notice by him if i walked pass him..

still, being un-noticeable by him is good..

too many crush~ing will end up crushing myself in the end..

i have to give a loud applause for everyone who DARE to pursuit and fly toward your crush..

from unknown to friend and to even more closer..

but before you rejected him..

remember~

is you the one, who approaching him first..

is you the one, who thought he is the best that suit you the best from the very first time you start stalking him..

reject his love,

but never till the spot where you have to step on him to make you feel good..

but never till the spot where you dare said you deserve even more~

one of my friend once told me,

mirror yourself before you ask for more~

do you really think you really deserve for more than this...

when you successfully catch the guy attention,

you ask for more..

and in the end, you maybe will get nothing..

ah ah~

appreciate it my friend..

lesson i learn from the story~

never approach your crush for love...

you might be disappointed to the fullest~

though i like you very much..

i decided never going to let you know..

never going to reveal it public who are you..

one of the drama i love the most about crushing is

taiwan version sweetkiss

and

korean version sweetkiss

is a very modern-type fairy tales..

there will be no such thing happen in real world...

p/s: the truth is, I'm easily crush for someone xP