School Life

I got my FULL time table

and this is it..

quite satisfied with it..

click on the picture to enlarge it..

for those who are still wandering what kind of courses I'm studying,

you can see yourself the subject below it..

and make a guess yourself..

I'm NOT REVEALING IT XP

i told you all before right, that all the new subjects totally freak me out..

it is really harder than i thought..

i really afraid i cant cope up with these "certain-level-of-professional-subject"

which my lecturer told me that syllabus had changes with time as the school doesn't want to produce LOW-QUALITY students..

so who on earth are going to tease my school ever again..

come and take the exam like as if you were clever..==

the system totally change unlike the senior time..

now passing grade is 50% which is a C

below it is consider FAILED, there is no longer a D or a F existed in the result slip..

maybe the exam system will change again and i don't know anything about that..

this is what my lecturer told me..

by the way,

i haven't said that i successful register Japanese language as my elective courses

at first i was so damn HAPPY bout it..

but just after today when i finish my lecture class..

i felt little bit regret taking this..

HARD!!!

next week lecture class we will start reading Japanese material..

i was like WTF??!!

i just study some (which consist of around 30+) weird looking alphabet

and i had to memorize them before next week

T_T

maybe i should go for french~~

(its toooo late)

so that is some story of my experience of entering my Degree..

i need to start everything alone again..

my previous classmates are not in the same class with me,

and i don't wanna beg them to join me plus I'm lazy to change it myself..

so i am totally alone also, just like the first time i enter the school..

but at least during the class there are some familiar faces..

and some friend which i not usually hang out with are quite friendly toward me...

i thought that i can meet some one new but when i enter the class,

everyone seems to be gather in one group already..

are they coming together??!!!

ishk...

some friends of mine telling me that they are totally alone again..

really can imagine the feeling of alone going to class...

just like an idiot..

and if the lecture or tutor pointing at you asking to answer question..

the whole attention are on you and making you so damn nervous..

everyday pray hard that the tutor will not notice my "not-so-famous" name...

some interesting classes seems turn to be boring if alone attending the class..

the passion of talking seems to be gone..

wanna try to be friend with others but others seems like don't wanna look at me or already in a big gang..

just don't know where to start..

alone is like a nightmare even you are not asleep..

=.=

in conclusion i just hate alone..

p/s: have you ever consider of changing your course to be with me?

Random Picture

happy birthday