UMS~~~~ i Choose YOU!!!!

i have finally chosen the university and courses that I'm going to take IF my result is good enough to enter..
i have choose only 3 university..
UMT
UMS
UM(hahaha.. cant imagine that i will enter UM)

i choose 5 courses out of 8 choices given to study at UMS..
why? i dont know? maybe i felt wanna try to get far away from my hometown.. i want to fly!!!! hahahaha..

hmmm...
just wish that my result is good enough to enter university...

OMG!!!
what am i going to do if the result is sucks!!!
i told my friend that i wanted to enter UTAR for this May intake.. but I'm not very sure that my parent will support me go or not, since my brother also studying, i don't think they have enough money to support me go...
if really cant, maybe i will continue work until result of local university out.. if i really cant get it also...
i think i want to get out from Anson and go somewhere else work to earn money for study or working forever...

arghhh... i heard some of my friend wont going to UTAR, which means, if i go!! i will be all alone.. that time i sure become emo again.. just hope that i can together with my friends when studying at other places...
just like my brothers.. i think he have more than 5 or 8 friends that follow together with him studying at UTAR~~~~
(I'm not type who easily accept new friends in to part of my life...)
all my best and close friends at least have more than 8 years relation with me

haih no point to think so far away..
the best thing now is enjoying my holiday 1st...
^^
planning wanna go for another vacation with my friends...
but since I'm working, all this plan going to plan and plan and plan..
and finally it will be save as draft forever..
hahahhaha....