she cry

just then, i forward a quite meaningful sms to everyone that state
God won give us everything that we wanted but will give us something that we needed without our acknowledge... actually still got quite alot of thing that quite meaningful, but i lazy type out...

then right after i forward it to everyone, a friend of mine reply back that she cry, i don't know whether my fwd msg make her cry after reading it, or she really under pressure.. well i think she really under pressure, she tell me that, she cried because of exam, she is under pressure of exam.. i don't know how to comfort her also, I'm... I'm... I'm not in pressure(lol).. maybe i can predict the result that I'm going to have, so i don't put so much hope on it.. pity my friend, i guess she put alot of effort on this exam, she really study, while I'm really playing and enjoying my life till now...

i just want to say that, put so much pressure on yourself will just make yourself in stress, even though you finish your study, doesn't means you can score well... sometime, things won work just as we expected.. the more you expected it to happen the more you will disappointed if it doesn't work out..

just like you wish to touch the sky, so you will try all kind of method just to reach the sky.. as you go higher and higher, then something happen, and u fell... hurt depend on how high you are.. well i guess i maybe have minor injury, not even a scratch, coz i know that is impossible to touch the sky.. but this make me continue becoming a failure, while ppl who still thought they can touch sky, continue upgrading themselves, they learnt and try to improve each time they failed... i laugh at them but i am the real failure if compare with them... i stay at the same lvl all the time.. haih~~

but cry is good, don't make yourself in so much pressure, later you might gone crazy.. who's know right? face the exam happily and try your best.. you may failed the exam but at least you try and give your very best.. and the most importantly, don't compare.. compare is the most stupid thing that human will do.. what for you wanna compare, you and other ppl brain not the same, you may think you failed, but you might dont know that you are clever than most of the ppl out there..

the reason you study so hard is also only for to get a better job with high paid salary so you can have a better life.. well there no need to study so high to get a high paid salary, in this century, its depend on how you think to make money flow to you account only..

i just want to say that don't give so much pressure to yourself.. just face the exam with open heart and relax.. maybe exam is not as hard as you think^^