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Durian Icecream

Ice cream making, making ice cream.

Failed to turn ice into ice cream.

And it end up becoming yogurt.

today, i ask my dad to buy me durian,

been thinking of making ice cream since like ages.

and finally, i make one

though it failed ( i guess because of the ice)

but the food testers (my mum and my aunt), give a thumb up for me

yay ! im going to try out second time.

Ingredient:

Durian

Ice

Milk powder

CoffeeMate

Milk

Process:
Blend it all !

i estimated the quantity of those ingredient i used, therefore no amount can be shared here, sorry

is been awhile i never update my photo to the blog

the hair is kinda messy, my mind is in the state of cut or not to cut hair mind-war

perm or not to perm hair?

dye or not to dye hair?

holiday is day for me to keep thinking way to spend money..

finding reason for me to keep my mind away from buying another camera..
and therefore, this pop out:

it doesn't matter what kind of camera you using

the only matter is the person who using the camera. ;)

true, very true
a few friend of mine whom snap photo with compact camera wins those who snap with dslr
even their photo editing skills are more detailed than those who own dslr.
bleh~ i still want a dslr, as accessories
future baby future ~

when i say i want to go, they don't let me to go

when i say i don't want to go, they keep tempting me to go.

so should i go or not to go?

今天的夜晚很暗

星星和月亮都被乌云挡了

萤火虫飞过几只，

还以为是流星。

流星一粒都看不到，

可能我已不再很用心的等待了吧。

每晚特地的等你上线，

你上线了，

又在等你找我聊天，

可是，

你都不来找我，

或许

你忙了吧~

我好可悲啊，

却无法鼓起勇气

先对你说声

“你最近好吗？”

“你最近快乐吗？”

最后还是白等了，

就像，

今晚傻傻的白等了流星得出现

（或许太早了吧）

爸爸最近很忙

为了减少爸妈负担

牺牲了旅行

一个人放假

原来可以这么的无聊

一直看着别人的背影

原来

可以感受到如此的寂寞

i knew the hate of you for me to stepping into your life

i'm sorry

and

that's the reason

i'll never

never

ever

had any confident

in talking to anyone

it seems like,

knowing me is a mistake

and slowly

it turn to a fault.

tired to tried to please everyone,

i shall be more selfish now.
tired of guessing whether my words hurt anyone,
i shall be more quiet now.
tired of guessing whether my action offence anyone,
i shall less meeting with all of you now.

i shall said thank you, 

to those whom i thought as friends

for making me realize

not to put anymore

trust

hope

into all of you anymore.

they said,
loner should just continue becoming loner
they'll never understand meaning of friend
as they don't have anyone welcoming them as friend.

felt neglected again,

maybe from the very beginning

i wasn't really suit to be

among the crowd

among them.

maybe,

i am the loner.

friends that used to be so closed,

felt so far away.

friends that used to listen,

close themselves away from me.

maybe,

i am the loner.

to forget the stuff keep twister-ing my mind

i developed hobbies.

:)

i realize soon enough that 

i suit to be loner

pretty flower pretty :)

selling sunflower to earn extra saving to the concert :3

tried to challenge planting other flowers

and i hope

they will grow :)

well,

at least i still have him :)

给他/她，

其实我有也会怕

别把我看得太勇敢

很多时候你也真的很过分一下

in love with waiting

enjoyed the silence

Paper Fish 1

blur fish,

swim blindly, moving forward..
facing different obstacle to reach the top.

break through all the task,

to move forward..

few more to go..

Don't collapse

Food Delicacies at Bukit Mertajam

#1 The Duck Egg Char Kuey Tiow

RM4 per plate + drink

love it! but too little

#2 Chicken and Pork Rice with Laksa soup

i love the taste of the laksa

it remind me of my night school fish ball laksa :)

#3 Ho Soon Tomyam Thai Seafood

even the sambal belacan taste so nice

for those who love spicy food should try this

A short and unplanned trip

having fun eating and walking :)

haircut

got myself a hair cut, after one year

even if i dislike it,

i still have to bear it for few month..

the hair,

is back to messy again

and i don't know why.

people around me said, i look younger

previous hair is too mature..

with this hair,

i can act cute

:3

the hair suppose in red color
but
end up black...
sigh

nobody notice i change new spec too
:)
well
that's all




thanks for reading

忙

Ever since i hook up with Mr.Busy

Grandpa Stress keep pressured me for abandon Madam Assignment and Mr. Test

and now, i shall make them happy again with the help from Mr.Study

anyway quick summary,

the final year, i should try enjoying..

this semesters events successfully ended

from PC Fair, Annual Dinner to Flea Market

(finally i can enjoy a good evening nap, but end up feeling sick =.=)

though less contribution had been done by me, i gained a lots!

Retiring from society this semester, 

and yet my shoulder still felt heavy and pain..

lots of finalization need to be done before passing down..

i shall not date with Mr.Procrastinate anymore..

good luck everyone :)

6290

Officially getting older now
thanks to all the people who wished me
apologize to friends who trying to called me but i didn't answer..


i never really like celebration.
especially celebration which focuses on me.
this year different,
some expected surprises
and some not.


special thanks to organizer
the one who run every shop for cake
thank you very much!
friend told me the whole story.
^^


thanks to my best friend and her boyfriend, came from far to give me extra surprises


Thanks to my gang, for four years, never really give up to celebrate birthday with me!


thank you for all the presents and surprises and the warm wishes

Thank You

ShyuanTY, ChingTY, YoongLS

CM Lee, Wallace Tan, Sue, Eanling, William, ShawPing, KinHow

Terence, Chong Jz, JienBoon, Leo,

KeatWei, Roti and Roti's gf,

SinKeat, PuiSan, WaiLap, JunWei, JienWei, Janardana

LiJiun, FoongLin

YiXin

thank you for everything, even thinking of what had happen making my eyes teary.. T.T

When you said, the last birthday we can celebrate together.. making my heartache

When you sang the birthday song, making my heart touched

im too happy till unable to response toward everything

Resolution:

1. Control my temper
2. Success Graduate
3. Be more pretty :D

 


lastly, a song for you ^^

An Experience with Nikon P300

After years with films.

Finally, i got myself a digital camera.

In doubt of buying one, in term of functionality and bad experience i had few year back using my friend's digital camera.

Surprisingly, I am impressed with Nikon P300

btw, i still love films

A several photo snap using Close-Up

Easy Panorama 180 degree

Easy Panorama is super user-friendly,
basically you just have to move the camera to the right or left, and the camera will capture and stitch those images to became like the above pictures.
It also came with Easy Panorama 360 degree, but i failed to create those pictures.
Will learn more about this in future.

Night landscape

I love camera which can capture image faster as I like to move around,
night landscape normally required user to hold their camera for at least 3 second, so that more light can be absorbed.
this camera, required less than a second.
Maybe the environment is a bit brighter..
but the outcome of the image did impress me

the moon, i hold the camera for a couple of seconds and this is the outcome

oh, night landscape came with two function, handheld or tripod.

if you are using tripod, shutter speed is longer compare to handheld.

Zoom

4.2X Zoom

Some random photo i took using Auto Mode

Manual 

This camera is totally good for those who want to learn more about photography
It allow user to manually set the aperture and shutter speed of the camera.
you may found the picture above is stupid, but i found it hard to capture glow in dark item with a distance of at least 1.5meter.
but i apologize for the shacky image. I'm not a pro-photographer after all. :P


This is just some of the function this camera can do and there is lot more to explore.

It is light, comfortable hand-grip
and those square box design, was totally my style..
Oh, one more thing that i like, is the flash is hidden means no more auto-flash
but sadly, the red-eye does killed your eyes at the night time.
Overall, Nikon P300 did impressed me and i started to change my bad perspective toward compact camera.
For those who want to learn more about photography and think that DSLR is expensive,
you should go for a compact camera.
Invest lesser and still can learn more :D

i can imagine the peaceful face of your's sleeping while deep inside you are struggling to be alive
why god take away people who choose to live and not those who choose to left?


life short,
i should train my courage..
a courage to say hi to you
before i regretted it

you will always be remember by every single one you knew
for the pure heart of treating everyone as your own family.
you were there to listen,
you never selfish,
you love all of them

thank you for coming to my life..
thank you for becoming my friend despite of how bad i am...
thank you for sharing your love to me..
thank you for accompany me to the wedding..
thank you..

May you rest in peace and happy

messy hair = sexier

don't you agree?

that's why my hair is always messy

random picture

my face and hair make me felt prettier today

after editing the color tone..

my waterish eye's

haha

*self-adore-ing*

After intern, im going to focusing on generating more traffic to my blog
im going to renovate my blog using skills i learned
change everything even the content to more informative
informative = less emo post
checklist:

• renovate blog
• write something informative
• write more informative post
• more
• MORE!

i just want to earn more extra pocket money
my blog did not fulfill the nuffnang requirement
*no wonder the money never increase*

my house is badly damage by termite
damn!
after intern, going to be hell busy week helping renovate the house
two weeks of semester break..
i wonder how many things im able to complete

为这而留着的原因

还需要多点时间

another platform

this might be the end

but not the death of it

goodbye

The story:

Mr.Motivation started approaches me not long ago..

But,sadly,

They killed him right in front of me

My bestfriends, Ms.Confident and Mr.Courage

couldn't accept the fact that Mr.Motivation is dead and ran away from me..

leaving me alone to gone through

the pathetic silent dark week..

sigh..

Since then,

Every night, i cry and mourn.

Everyday i hope and pray,

That Madam Miracle would appear and bring them back to me again..

i couldn't accept the fact that they are gone now

i am alone now

and disturbed by Mr.Alone who is trying to seduce me migrating to the Emo country,

every single night!

the story continue~~

I tried not to go into the social world so much

afraid that i get even sad when i saw how happy others are..

lot of things twisting in my mind lately

and i don't even know what i am burdened with

what my mind is troubling my emotional with

maybe staying alone, facing the walls every night

talking only to myself

is driving me sadly

我很丑 所以我很想变美

我很羡慕你的美

我很笨 所以我很想变聪明

我很羡慕你的聪明

我很穷 所以我很想变有钱

我很羡慕你那么有钱

我什么都没有 所以我很想拥有一切

我很羡慕你能拥有一切

我好可悲

好像没权利去要求

也没权利去争取

肯定失败

发现自信非常恨我

离我很远很远

keep on changing till i did not recognize myself anymore

原来 已经那么多年了

累了 淡了

所以 再也不期望

鼓起勇气的能力都没了

原来我 一个人

唱不出一首歌

会很想哭

my long hair

before i start

wanna promote this little stuff i bought using the book voucher

wuhoooo~

the only thing im satisfy bought with no regret

i remember i got lot of book i wanna buy

but when i go there with the free voucher

i stunt

and

i hard to make any decision to purchase any other books

i finish spending it with buying a lot of unnecessary stuff

urgh~

kinda sad..

should give more!

but still i love you for giving us spending money ^^

thank you

i never cut my hair since like 3 months

erm 4? 5?

im not sure but the conclusion is my hair is grewing more and more kanasai

how should i describe it?

picture below!

hell yeah!

hectic

where should i put my long fringe

left?

right?

divide middle?

all behind?

i maybe look sleepy all the time with my sleepy eyes,

but the hair make me look like i just woke up.

and if you notice,

my pathetic spec which follow me for two years

look kanasai also

please don't notice that i'm getting fat

yea yea yea...

i knew im getting fat!

my phone's camera is not functioning after drop from high place twice

at the same place

same day

continuously~

uh huhuhuu

im deeply broke

i want many thing

i need nothing

therefore

im suffering of wanting it

need = buy

want = dream it

:(

im starting to crap out of nowhere

better off now

人不美 就不红

知识底 讲的话 都没人听

到底该怎么做

才能鼓起勇气

寻找我要的快乐 和 幸福

我到底做对了吗？

做了那么久，

都不懂 自己在努力着什么

都不懂 到底有没有得到 或 学到了什么

我还是很怀疑

自己的能力

到底

可以做些什么

我到底 有些什么？